Friday, April 23, 2004
Bad bad day..
Today so damned stressed.. haiz.. firstly we had dance.. that was still okay larhz.. den it was lit.. wah.. so booring.. wa almost sleeping.. den that vivien chan forgot that she haven give back our assignment.. how forgetful could she get?? she said she finished marking long long ago.. wah lao.. den nv return.. tsk tsk.. but anyway.. i only got 13.5 upon 25 u noe.. worse one ever.. wah.. so sad.. have a bad feeling that its not over yet.. den whlie the others went for recess.. i went to do duty.. save money and diet mahz.. haha..
Den we had CME.. as per normal.. she came late.. then she talked to us abt frens.. haha.. so lucky to have 5 frens who are nice to me.. so good ritez??? haha.. feel so lucky.. tee hee hee.. : ) then the dreaded moment.. math test!! they say hafta work fast.. then ms ng actualli very nice.. she gave us clue lehz.. haha.. maybe other classes oso have.. then she even told us that question 6 the first option cannot do.. so told us to do the 2nd one.. good lehz she.. actualli she's not that bad larhz.. then we went for lab lesson again.. cuz yesterday nv finish.. budden she sae wanna give us back science paper!! wah.. so excited yet nervous.. then see all of them pass except elaine.. i tot i oso wld pass lohz.. but i failed!! by one mark.. den very sad.. i studied so hard.. then.. my tears welled up.. *sniff sniff* then a few drops.. den after that she sae can give us marks lehz!! wah!! so happy!! elaine was lyk.. u finally smiled and dun look so much like a chimpanzee liaoz.. haha.. then she oso pass.. she oso very happi.. hug huan then me.. den we hi-fived.. haha.. den we nv go lab.. cuz got somene else inside.. then we had to do a ws.. haha.. sooo happy.. den ms lee ask me to go and give something to someone in 4/12.. den it turns out to be germaine.. haha.. my senior.. dne elaine ask me if germaine was oso my senior.. haha.. so funny.. dunno why she ask this type of question.. den huan was swinging her pe shirt when it really flew out of the window.. den she had to go down to the 2nd floor.. then she reached out of the window.. wow.. so scary..
So tads abt all.. later going to central to buy vcd.. haha.. this wk muz see to my fill.. cuz nxt wk no test.. yay!! edison roz.. hehe.. =)
Zinc @ 4:12 pm
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Thursday, April 22, 2004
CIP On A Rainy Day...
Today we have a CIP planned.. i almost forgot abt it lohz.. my mom was lyk.. u staying back today? then i told her.. ya.. to use comp.. deni realised that i have CIP.. so i said.. NO!! i have CIP!! oh man.. getting more and more forgetful.. sigh.. one day i will forget that i have to go to skool.. hey!! tt's good!! but nah.. tads impossible.. so sad..
First lesson was science lab.. no.. i shld say its a talk.. it's earth day mahz.. so got talk.. den it was quite boring larhz.. mostly heard elaine tok abt her butt.. she says her butt hurts badly.. haha.. cuz she had a bad tummy and had to stay in the toilet to do her business.. rmb?? hahaha.. wahaha.. so mean.. oh well.. den in the end lab only left less than half a period.. den rushed thru to do 2 tests for gases.. then at the end of the lesson dion was lyk.. quick quick!! hurry up!! it's lit test.. oh ya.. 4 got to say today got lit test.. but oso dunno wad to study.. juz read thru lohz.. ritez? rite.. haha.. den we went back to have a lit test.. the first question soo little things to write lohz.. i was still reading the passage.. then elaine started writing oready u noe!! she sae she nv study.. onli read on the bus.. then she qiang lo!! write so much.. in the end i onli wrote abt 3 sides.. then 2 sides was for the 2nd question lohz.. the first question i onli wrote one side.. inclusive of intro and conclusion.. haha.. cheater rite.. den so annoying lohz.. dion was still writing when miss rowe said stop writing.. den she did that until miss rowe left u noe.. so damned unfair lohz.. she really shouldnt do that.. shld spare a thought for others.. haiz.. nvm.. heck care..
Then it was chinese culture.. another lesson for sleeping.. but i decided to bring my i mag.. haha.. haha.. den wang huan every few minutes grab my mag and view all the slimming ads.. haha.. den envy here envy there.. haha.. den she and wanteng go look look look.. haiyo.. maybe nxt time i shld bring two mag.. hmmz.. good good good.. :> then he let us off early lehz.. haha.. so fun.. but b4 that.. wanqin's spects the screw cames loose.. haha.. c properly horz.. the spects' screw.. not her screw.. haha.. den she was lyk so blind.. cant imagine wad wld happen if i were the one.. eee... so damned scary.. dun wan.. den he let us off.. we chong1 ar!!! haha.. rush to the canteen buy mixed veg.. haha.. then wanqin couldnt c wad were the dishes.. den dunno how she bought in the end.. den so cute.. huan and i bought the same thing u noe.. haha.. minds link.. =>
PW.. we hafta present.. den everthing was lyk last minute lohz.. feel so bad.. hmmz.. fr now onwards.. i vow not to leave evrything to the last minute.. : ) budden guess wad? haha.. we were the first group.. but the comp refused to ting1 hua4.. haha.. so in the end Mr Lim had to go get his laptop.. den when he came back we told him we need zip disk drive.. haha.. den make him run for nothing.. haha.. so bad.. den we presenting nxt wk.. so hafta go brush up and let them c first.. then MATH.. we had to rush thru the whole thing lohz.. she always like that one.. then the ppl who gave us the pretest ws was so damned stoopid lohz.. they nv give the ans.. dne we dunno if we r correct ornot.. wah lao.. cnat they be more effcient??? no brains de.. tsk tsk.. den miss ng ate into some of the elective time.. den miss rowe come in and gan3 us zou1 u noe.. hrumph.. as if we were the ones who wanted to stay there lohz.. nvm.. heck care..
Elective.. watched the missing cases again.. actualli wad has this got to do with crime and the teenager? nothing.. but its nice larhz.. haha.. den after that we went for CIP.. raining u noe.. den we chopped three rows.. den wendi and i and wanteng and wanqin had to climd up on our seats to be able to tok.. so ma fan.. hmmz.. later come back muz seat in another way.. den we did the pendant.. actualli its juz like baking cookies.. but it cant be eaten and its dirtier larhz.. den we saw two kittens u noe.. so cute.. den i even carried it.. awwww... soooooooooo cute!!!!
Hmmz.. den we got back to school.. tot nothing wld happen le.. who noes.. we saw jerry!! den elaine walked rite past him.. den elaine always say no fate.. always dun get to see him.. so u noe wad wanqin did??? she screamed.. elaine!!!!!!!!!! thats jerry!!!!!!!!!! the whole bus stop de ppl witnesse it lohz.. wah!! i turned away!! so embarrassing!! nvm.. again.. heck care.. haha.. den jerry say we scared him.. haha.. so thats abt all.. c u.. oh.. and edison's new movie sneaks tmr!! i cant wait!!! i'm definitely going to watch!! not going to miss this chance.. oh man.. he's so damned shuai!!! =)
Zinc @ 9:33 pm
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Wednesday, April 21, 2004
My First Wk Of Library CIP..
Elaine smsed me at 5 smth today.. no.. not in the afternoon.. in the morning.. guess wad.. she having an upset tummy.. she in the toilet.. keep on complaining that her butt hurts.. haha.. so she not coming to skool today.. haiyo.. in the toilet still sms.. later kana drop phone into toilet bowl then she noe.. goodness noes how is she going to retrieve her phone then.. hahaha.. wahahaha..
ITE was so damned sucky lohz.. no.. not cuz of mr Yam.. its cuz of that stoopid dreamweaver!!! it was so wad lohz.. i couldnt view my page.. dne when finally can.. i opened anothee folder.. dne cannot le..wah kao.. f*** it la.. cant stand it lohz.. cant u juz be nice for once???????? grrr... den speech training we had to discuss wad we wanted to do for choral nite.. they keep on coming up with very unrealistic ideas.. den very frustrating.. haiz.. so i decided to again.. heck care!! dun care.. juz gimme the script and i'll do my best.. yay man.. good one.. donch u think.. hehe..
Chinese.. see wu xiong xiong.. haha.. den he was lyk.. y nv give out the newspapers? then he say.. dun tell me for the first two lessons u were out of the class?? then we said yessss... haha.. then he was lyk okay.. then reb's group did the teaching this time.. honestly.. i think the first group was better and more prepared.. cuz they were lyk.. dunno lohz.. then their poetry reading was quite creative.. very nice.. actualli i hoped they wld read in dialect.. den it wld be very funny.. donch u agree? haha.. den recess we went to buy packed food so we can see wanteng jump.. wanteng go!! wo men yong yuan zhi chi ni!!! we bought fish and chips.. den wanteng eat until lyk cannot jump lyk tad.. haha.. but in the end can larhz.. but very ke xi.. she knocked down the pole.. so she's second.. den she very sad.. can understand larhz.. cuz the other girl is a sec one.. imagine losing to a sec one.. i will oso be sad.. but nvm.. wanteng!! u did very well!! we r proud of u!! :)
After that.. it ws all lyk any other days.. then after skool i went to meet up with the others to meet ms teng.. haha.. den i bought popcorn.. to eat on the way.. actualli the popcorn they sell is nicer than outside one lehz..
Den we took 157.. den we still had to walk a great deal.. den we inside the day care center to teach them.. my partner was a girl called christel.. nice name.. den she very cute oso.. she dunno how to do abacus.. so i teach her.. den got a sec 1 girl there she damned wad lohz.. she doesnt believe that we r sec 1.. den she dun wanna ask us when she doesnt know how to do math.. tsk tsk.. den we played ball.. actualli wan mun larhz.. she very enthu.. but we not so larhz.. den after that we went back.. but nxt wk we seperating le.. cuz they sae too many.. so 4 go on wed.. 4 go on mon.. wan mun, ching ching, ting yun and siyi go mon.. den me, jiayin, liyan and meixuan go on wed..
So.. tata.. cya tmr.. whew.. sooo tired.. *Zzzz*
Zinc @ 4:41 pm
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Monday, April 19, 2004
My Day Out
Today first period was geog.. went down to practise the performance.. so what lohz.. then math.. ms ng still in bad mood.. dunno why oso.. haiya.. dun care her.. dun come and scold mi jiu4 hao3.. haha.. then PE our class break record.. ran 3 rounds in 17. dunno how many mins.. so dun need to run the 4th run!! yay!!! but then mext wk still have to run 4 rounds.. haiz.. tsk tsk.. then after recess nothing much..
Elaine and i rushed to pack bag cuz later we going out.. haha.. then we realised have to go photostat survey.. so elaine went to the library then i meet her there.. then guess wat? i saw my mum!! so she ask mi y am i there.. then i tell her we going to library to do our project.. cuz i told her we doing project mahz..den she went to popular there.. so i dunno wad to do lehz.. cuz wad if she go to ny that bus stop lehz.. den lets say i go to the other one.. the one nearer to the lib.. den wad if she go there instead how?? aiya.. dun care.. go NY there.. haha.. the most at that time then cook up some excuses larhz!!
Then very heng.. nv see mi mum.. heh heh.. so we went out. our first stop was hereen.. then we went to take neoprints.. quite nice larhz.. then we went to HMV.. cuz i ordered 2 CDs.. then they haven call mi yet.. then they sae not yet here.. so will contact me someother time..
Next.. we walked all the way to taka.. then elaine kept on saying she wanna buy the orange..goodness noes what orange is she talking about.. but she says she will show me later.. then the orange was not really very nice larhz.. then she din buy oso.. then we went to McDonalds to eat.. poor elaine.. save money save until she oni eat ice-cream cone.. the 25 cents one u noe.. haha.. then i ate a waffle cone and an apple pie..
Then we went ot that CD shop.. got sell posters one.. if the price is reasonable.. then maybe i will buy larhz.. if not.. den too bad.. then guess wad?? that time i bought 2 of those hanging in the shops.. it cost me abt $30 lohz!! then cannot even put them up.. cuz too big and heavy.. waste money.. stupid shop.. then now they have it in poster form!! 3 dollars each onli lohz.. argh!! i sooo stupid!! why din i wait?? all WK's fault.. grr!!! nvm.. its all fated.. sigh.. then got one super nice one hanging in the shop.. but i resisted the temptation to buy it.. then we went down to the basement.. where we saw all th e food.. tummy growling again.. so cant help it.. bought some balls to eat.. u noe.. thise type of octopus balls.. haha.. then elaine actualli dun wan de.. but in the end she gave in too.. haha..
Then we went home.. elaine shared with me her probs abt yikai and shaun.. sigh.. so poor thing.. anywaiz.. edison rox!! so shuai.. =) hmmz.. cheer up elaine!! we will be here to fight the battle with you!! :)
Zinc @ 9:04 pm
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Sunday, April 18, 2004
Qing Ming Jie
Well.. today i went to the temple to bai4 my grandfather.. ya.. i noe.. its one wk after the real festival.. but my family has a traditio that we always do it one wk after.. okay.. so i onli went to bai4 my grandfather and not the others.. cuz i still have quite some hw not done..
I was quite unwilling to wake up oso.. cuz the day before was library challenge.. then had to wake up early too.. i hate waking up early in the morning.. finally the weekend comes for me to sleep in.. but it's destroyed!!! argh!! but still.. i woke up and walked to the temple with my famly.. it's quie near my house.. opp. bradell-westlake sec school.. and RJC is going to be next to the temple next time.. actualli i think horz.. why donch they build the JC somewhere else instead of next to the temple?? right next to the place where they place the ashes somemore.. donch u think it's a little... nvm.. c(=
Okay.. so i went to the temple.. den i saw my cousin.. the one who went on the cruise.. the one whose friend is WK.. argh.. ya noe.. i get a feeling that he's been avoiding me ever since that incident happened.. feel so sad.. actualii we used to be quite close one lehx.. but then now.. all cuz of HIM!! argh!!!!!! stoopid him.. irritating!! stop... muz stop it.. stop thinking.. *i am not angry.. nothing has happened.. everything is like last year.. i dun noe him...*
But he seems okay towards me larhx.. he asked me a question.. a riddle larhz.. something like.. he goes to mercury.. he brings his mother.. what do i bring.. i dunno lohz!! who will go to mercury?? and even if i do go there.. who in the right mind wld bring their mum to mercury?? it's the time where ur mum wun be there to disturb you.. unless you are evil larhz.. wanna bring ur mom there then leave her there.. eh.. not a bad idea lehz.. haha.. jkjk.. =P
Okie.. so the trick to this question is actualli the spelling of the place.. listen to this.. if i go to saturn, i bring a sausage.. what will u bring.. notice that th eother person brings a thing that the first letter co-ordinates with the first letter of the place.. so i will bring an apple!! for mercury.. i will bring an elephant.. get it.. haha.. :)
After this.. i went home to finish up my homewrok.. actualli finish wad i'm supposed to hand in.. but still got things to do.. but i decided to bring to my grandma's house to do.. so i went to my grandma's house.. first.. i ate lunch.. then i go do my work.. then i sian larhz.. how to do work with my cousins there?? they ask mi to play with them.. oh.. and my that cousin din come.. he went home right after he bai4.. with his family larhz.. aiya.. dunno wad happened to them.. got abit of family prob..
Then i found put that the playstation spoil liaoz.. then they ask my aunt to bring hers out.. then she oso brought out her dance mat.. u noe.. the one in arcade one.. but this one is in mat form.. so i jumped.. and jumped.. and jumped.. and realised that ot was a good way to exercise.. haha.. so i decided that everytime i come muz dance to jian3 fei2.. haha..
Received one msg.. fr reb.. she sae she want me to be emcee for the geog performance nxt tue.. so i agreed lohz.. better wad.. dun need to do anything.. then still have script.. haha.. so i agreed lohz.. *yawnz* soo tired.. staring into space.. no!! *cannot think of him.. think of other things..cannot think of him.. think of other things..* wah!!
Zinc @ 9:32 pm
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Saturday, April 17, 2004
How Could Things Change So Fast??
Actualli today four of us lyk i said yesterday were supposed to go Sentosa de.. sigh.. but had a change of plans as wang huan's mom dun let her go.. sigh.. so i was supposed to meet elaine outside audi after i'm done..
I had external library challenge in the morn.. so it went through quite smoothly.. den 10 schools came to our school for the hallenge.. they came much much earlier than expected.. so we were in quite a fluster larhz.. then after the reception.. we were juz abt to clear up.. then we heard fr xiang ting and joy that they saw the caterer's van.. so we had to go check it out.. den the caterer was really here.. so we confirmed if he was the one.. den he asked us if the tables we put there were for the refreshments.. so we said yes.. den he walked away b4 we could say anything..
Mrs Chew den came over and asked.. where's the caterer? so i told her tad he wa;lked away after we told him those were the tables for the refreshments.. den u noe wad she said? she went.. are you all dumb or wad??? cant u all ask him if he needs any help? juz stand there.. den she walked away.. so we complaine larhz.. den the caterer came back with the food.. and we had to stand there to look after it.. and to salivate all over it!!! argh!!
After thet we had an election.. i was nominated for leader.. so surprising.. haha.. me this type of ppl get nominated.. tsk tsk.. but wun get in one larhx.. got other veri good candidates.. haha.. den liyan took me to see who is marcus chew.. whom she said was the best looking one among her class.. and he veri ugly.. tsk tsk..
Okay.. den in the end wang huan was able to come with us.. we went to plaza sing.. first walk in walk out.. den those ppl raising funds for The Straits Times Pocket Money Fund were so damned rude lohz!! i was juz about to donate.. den got put off.. den got one guy even came to say he knows us.. then he says wad peiyi fr 4/15.. i dun think there's such a class this yr lehz.. haha..
Then we went to McDonalds to eat.. den go look in the body shop.. i looking for mother's day prezzie for mi mom.. essential oil and candles.. den i found both in spotlight.. wonder if anyone thinks that eucalyptus as a very nice smell? or just nice? oh.. and i bought smth else.. den we went to take neoprint.. quite nice larhz.. and thus.. i have come out with a conclusion.. i look better with my hair let down when taking neos..
Here's the worst part.. i decided to get rid of the present.. rmb.. the one i bought for the jerk? ya.. den he was lyk dun wanna come.. ask us to go down to potong pasir instead.. den still say he is studying.. ask us to go home and study too.. and he told elaine to tell mi to stop being crazy.. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!
Tads it!! i wun take anymore of this nonsense.. at first.. i felt hatred.. i hate him for toying around with mi feelings.. i hate him!! he's a jerk!! i just hate him.. i really do.. den i felt this funny kind of feeling.. perhaps.. i should not let myself be put to all this hurt again.. maybe i should cut off all ties with him.. i am really veri upset.. i just hope this wld be the last time.. elaine kept on asking if i was okay.. wad else can i say? when we were on the travellator.. i asked elaine.. would u believe me if i told u i was happy? she shook her head.. i asked her if she wld believe if i told her i was glad.. again, she shook her head.. den i told her i really am glad.. glad that this final thing finaly made me realise that i shld not be naive anymore.. yes.. things might have a positibe side.. but not for my case.. it's over.. i tell myself..
On the train.. i was thinking about how lucky elaine is.. shaun is so good to her.. wadeva happens.. he will be there for her.. wad abt me? at the very last min.. just b4 my stop.. i handed the red paper bag to elaine.. inside were the presents for him.. i told elaine.. if one day.. u happen to pass it to him.. just ask mi.. do u still remember a red paper bag? if i do.. den tell mi u gave it to him.. if i dun.. then dun say anthing..
But i thought.. i will rmb.. i will rmb it for the rest of my life.. how i got hurt again and again.. how those few happy moments spoilt the many months after.. i slould have chosen not to have those moments.. they are useless anyway.. they only add on to ur miseries.. but one day.. shld elaine come and ask mi that.. even if i rmb it.. i will tell her.. no.. i dun rmb it.. wad for bring up the past when u know it will nv come back.. tads me.. wo3 na2 de2 qi3 dan4 fang4 bu3 xia4.. mayb it's time i rew up.. mayb it's time to let the past go and stop clinging to it.. death will come one day.. how long can u cling on to it? u will have to let go someday.. why not earlier?
Trying so hard to hold back my tears.. but i failed.. they rolled down my cheeks.. i wiped them off.. and promised myself that this will be the last time i'm crying.. i wun let myself get hurt again..
As far as i know.. i only have one brother.. he lives in the same house as me.. he has the same blood as me.. and yes.. i had a nice time on the cruise.. but no.. i nv met someone called WK.. and i dunno anyone by tad name.. i only know whos yi kai.. from this very moment of my life.. i have pemanently erased him fr my mind....
Zinc @ 10:56 pm
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Thursday, April 15, 2004
Dance Competition(2)-Me!!
Today is our turn to dance in the dance competition.. very nervous.. dunno how will it turn out.. the 2nd half's one was quite successful lorhz.. veri stressed lehx.. haiyo.. how how how?? muz go thru the dance steps in my mind.. shhh..
First period ART.. wah kao.. booring.. we learnt abt 1-point.. 2-point.. 3-point perspective.. tsk tsk.. goodness knows wad wll happen today.. dunno wad lameo things she will ask us to do.. seriously.. i think art is the lamest subject lorhz.. why donch we concentrate on the more serious things instead? haiz.. soo.. when we got there.. we realise we had to fen1 groups to take pix of 1, 2 and 3 point perspective.. den she sae not more then 4 in a group.. we lyk that can fen1 3 and 3 wad.. den wendi go off with another group.. abit pissed larhz.. budden.. it's her choice.. nvm.. HECK CARE.. so wanteng, huan and wanqin is a group.. then elaine, me and clarisse is a group.. den wendi, corinna and ding is another group.. the class on the other side went to take pics first.. so ms chan briefed us on our next assignment.. its drawing a floor plan.. we have to draw a floor plan of a room.. haiz.. so ma1 fan1.. tsk tsk.. den we dun have digi cam wad.. so we stayed in the classroom to wait for the other groups to come back so we can use their cameras.. then wait for quite a while.. then when we finally got to go out.. onli left a few mins lorhz.. then when we came back we got scolded for being late.. how can??? its nbot our fault lorhz.. nvm.. one day she will realise her mistake.. that she should CHECK IT OUT.. b4 scolding us?? ya.. yeah man.. :>
So art late cum back.. late for math.. then ms ng damned bad mood lehz.. sae we come in late.. den a lot of ppl nv bring ws.. den she ask ppl question they dunno how to ans.. so she veri veri angry.. den anyhow fa1 pi1 qi4.. we innocent one lorhz.. not everyone's fault wad.. HECK CARE.. haha.. den dance competition!! we rushed down to have recess first.. i had mee goreng.. then change.. den we waited for our turn.. FINALLY.. it's us!! then we started dancing.. dum dum dum.. then actualli quite okay lehz.. juz that the first row 4got the veri front part.. budden after that it was okie.. however.. after the whole dance.. wendi tell mi michelle most of the times was juz standing there.. looking at us cuz she dunno how to dance.. haiyo.. nvm.. nxt time will do betta de..
Then we soo tired oready.. that panda still make us do compre.. wah lao.. how can?? then he went to discuss the chapter 14 with those ppl who are teaching.. then i needed a tissue paper cuz i wanna wipe my pen.. then the panda sae i cheating!! wah lao!! how can?? nvm.. HECK CARE.. hehe.. chinese culture.. the floor was carpeted u noe!! wah!! so comfy!! so shuang.. haha.. then i sit there play hp... haha.. den he dunno.. whee!! => el elective we watched the "missing" series again.. then this time was the escots thingy.. den so disgusting lorhz.. the severed hand.. tsk tsk.. aiyo.. then i no appetite to eat lorhz..
After that we had a show on literature.. it was abt shakespeare.. tia bo.. dun understand.. i was sleeping.. haha.. then even mr jalani oso sleep u noe.. haha.. then he's mouth soo open.. haha.. a fly could have flown in and he wld not noe.. haha.. wahahaha.. okie.. so bad.. dun make fun of him.. :P
Still.. muz work on my mind.. *i have absolutely no feelings for him.. i have absolutely no feelings for him.. i dun care abt him.. i dun care abt him..* wah!! muz perservere!!! ohh.. edison veri cute!! minus the ugly.. hehe.. =)
Zinc @ 5:00 pm
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Wednesday, April 14, 2004
Dance Competition(1)
Today was the first day of the dance competition.. haha.. so muz bring last yr's class tee.. say seriously.. i think last yr's class tee is nicer and more cool then this yr's de.. last yr's one was much more matured.. then this yr's on is lyk abit like kiddy kiddy.. cute cute one.. haha.. yellow colour somemore.. hahaha..
First period learnt badminton.. haha.. then wanteng got hurt.. so bad.. why why why?? get well quickly.. then we can be the qiang qiang team.. yay.. :D but we were still the best team.. however.. wendi think we may have counted wrongly.. but i quite certain we counted correctly lehz.. nvm.. heck care.. : ) then went for chinese speech training.. the nxt time onli left michelle.. tis.. and clara.. clara cuz she tt time went back to china to settle family problems.. so she din get to have a chance to read.. nxt we learnt up dance.. but chen lili onli gave her attention to the 2nd half cuz they having dance competition later..
So i had the responsibility to buy rice for the 5 of them.. they actualli danced quite well.. but elaine and wanqin were always doing the wrong side.. then in the end i realised is euods accidently do the wrong side.. then wq and elaine is do correctly de.. no wonder.. my mistake.. :P then rite after dance is higher chinese.. then the first thing panda did was to pick a fight.. haha.. not really larhx.. cuz jie yee.. aud and me were downstairs in the sun with the 2nd half.. then we came up feeling very hot and were sweaty.. then wu xiong xiong ask why we seem hotter then those who were dancing.. then we tell him cuz we downstairs cheering.. class spirit u noe.. then he sae.. we nv dance.. shld not be hotter.. haha.. then we argue and argue.. then we won.. haha.. yippee!!
Lastly we rehearsed geog.. then PCCG.. nothing much actualli.. feeling so depressed and upset.. wah.. muz train up my mind.. *i dun noe him.. i dun noe him.. i muz forget abt him.. i muz forget abt him...* argh!!! going crazy.. hmmz.. going back to my room to stare at my calendar.. haha.. edison soooo shuai.. =)
Zinc @ 5:32 pm
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Tuesday, April 13, 2004
Why Me Again???
Today.. i juz reached skool suddenly remembering that i forgot to ask mi mom if i can go over to CHS today to watch Wanteng and wanqin and wendy run.. haiz.. perhaps today cant go le.. tmr is geog test le.. and yet i onli read thru the whole Theme once.. argh!! muz go home and revise!!
Den guess what?? I received a msg fr Yi Jing which she sent yesterday nite.. juz a few mins after i switched off my phone!! she asked me to take over her for running the relay as she tore her muscle when she ran yesterday!! Argh!! i'm not in the least bit prepared!! i nv wear pe shorts.. nv wear pe shirt.. nv bring track shoes.. wah!! how how?? luckily wanqin say its juz trial run.. haha.. i run slow slow.. haha.. gd gd gd.. : )
Today chinese tad wu xiong xiong gave us ting1 xie3.. haha.. the name very cute ritez?? haha.. elaine give de.. haha.. actualli he's not that bad lehz.. he's quite okay.. always get bullied by us.. haha.. den he always give in to us.. haha.. den ting xie have to correct 5 times each.. tsk tsk.. but all those who got below 20 have to correct 10 times.. bad ritez?? haiz.. den after that he tok to us abt the oral.. he's quite prepared lehz.. haha..
Den for english we continued our show and tell.. my turn le.. actualli i nv prepare at all lehz.. haha.. den i juz go up there and crap.. haha.. den repeat everything over and over again.. hehe.. Den we prepared our geog performance.. haha.. everything oso last minute.. tsk tsk.. haiyo.. then we went to chemistry lab to finish up our science lab lesson.. test for gases.. so damned smelly.. den elaine burned her nostrill.. haha.. wahaha..
CME teacher as per normal, she came in late.. then she came in then let us do a activity.. it is rite.. u pass a piece of paper and let ppl write good coments about u.. den u paste the paper on your CME book.. recess ritez.. wanqin confirmed that i'm in the relay 2nd team.. cuz wanteng advised us not to run then.. cuz kana later cannot run.. haiz.. so in lorhz.. why??? haiyo.. i run like tortise lyk tad lehz.. later we come in last how?? haiz.. god bless.. *pray pray*
Then got lunchtime concert.. wang huan her group play final fantasy that song.. very nice!!! den tis taht group play yu jian.. wah!! chao nice!! 2/9 received the loudest applause!! whoo!!! 2/9!! i will always lurve u!! yong3 yuan1 zhi1 chi2 ni3!!
Booring lit lesson.. was pratically drooling for end of skool so can go borrow the necessary things.. den run around.. finally managed to borrow the things.. borrowed shirt from serene of 2/3, wendi's fren.. den borrowed shorts from huihong of 2/6.. she veri nice.. haha.. juz that she wears s-size.. so had to squeeze in.. so like stuffed sausage.. haha.. c(= den wanteng lend me track shoes.. they all very nice ritez??? wah.. lurve ya loads!! *muackz muackz*
Then after that we went to CHS to meet YiKai.. cuz he wanna come support us.. den after that they veri mean u noe!! they purposely walk behind den make me and YiKai walk together.. grr.. okay.. den i went to run.. den veri bad.. i managed to overtake one person.. but anothe person overtake me!! argh!! so 5th.. haiz.. nvm.. den juz now saw jerry.. he sae he nv c me.. can u believe him?? no.. i cant.. haha.. hmmzz.. so its juz lyk tad..
Edison so shuai.. haha.. =)
Zinc @ 5:07 pm
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Monday, April 12, 2004
A step closer to the most dreaded thing on Earth..
Today meant that there's only 2 more days to geog test.. and 3 mere days to science test.. and i have yet to start reading my notes.. die lo.. sure fail one.. haiz.. stooopid DNA.. but clara likes it.. haiz.. genius la she.. not lyk me.. a huge dumbo.. but come to think of it.. dumbo's cute.. donch u think? big huge flapping ears.. haha.. nvm.. back to track..
Boorinf P4T lesson.. tok abt christianity.. oh.. did i tell u? yesterday was easter u noe.. haha.. then today is easter monday.. haha.. den elaine got an egg.. a chocolate one.. kinder surprise.. haha.. den she got a toy.. den she got shuan's toy too.. cuz shaun din wan it.. she had a nemo.. and a spaceship i think.. haha.. den we kept on playing with the nemo.. haha.. take the parts out and put it back in.. haha.. den wanqin so funny.. haha.. she twist the spaceship here and there.. den guess wad? she broke it.. haha.. wahahaha.. so funny..
oh okie.. den good friday was to commemorate Jesus' death.. and easter was to commemorate Jeseus' resurrection.. and the ressurection created christianity.. so mrs tan was debating if the resurrection was true.. haiyo.. so ma2 fan2.. if those ppl wan to believe then believe larhz.. if not den dun believe larhz. haiyo.. debate for wad? tsk tsk.. den we started on show and tell.. den math.. den recess!!! i went to get the apple crumble for them.. cuz my mother ask if wan her to bring.. so i tot.. why not?
They say it was very nice.. hmmz.. planning to bring for our nxt celebration.. haha.. den it was geog.. she rushed thru the lesson and she finished it.. the whole book lehz.. go so fast for wad.. den sit there slack.. den other lessons so wad lohz.. haiyo..
Den got back my chinese paper.. den i got 84.. budden need to add marks and minus marks.. so not very accurate larhz.. will tell u more when i get the real marks..
den we had to stay back to do the doll.. everthing last minute.. haiz.. den got put rubbish bag.. so smelly lohz.. den reb spray so much deoderant.. wah lao.. so smelly.. tsk tsk.. haiz.. reb has the same deoderant as chin yun..
Den 2.30 went to meeting.. tok abt lib challenge.. its this sat.. muz come at 7.30 lehz.. wah lao.. den i found out fr meixuan that edison's album come out le!!! so happy!!! going to buy.. den tok abt CIP.. starting nxt wk.. wed.. going to childcare center.. i in charge of Pri 3 and 4.. den we plan the activities.. Haiz..
So boring.. but happy!!! edison's album come out le!!! whoa.. he so shuai.. cool manx.. =)
Zinc @ 8:56 pm
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Sunday, April 11, 2004
Nothing exciting..
Today is another of those boring days.. those plaine jane days.. where i had nothing to do.. haiz.. first.. i decided to finish up mi hw.. yesterday went out to swim.. have yet to finish my work lehz.. den still have to study geog and science.. haiyo!!
I had time to finish the first read-through of my geog textbk.. by then it was already lyk 3 o'clock.. den i had a little break.. ate a bit of apple crumble.. yum!!
Den guess wad? rite!! I went to watc VCD.. gen-y cops.. haha.. chao nice.. edison is so damned shuai lohz!! argh!! mesmerised by him.. c(= haha..
But the worst part was ritez.. again.. after the show.. lyk wad happened last time.. i felt a weird sense of emptiness.. no hope in life.. juz felt lyk sitting there all day and not doing anything and waste my life away.. honestly.. why do we need to study? sigh.. why not uz let us waste our life away? sigh.. so depressed..
Zinc @ 9:46 pm
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Saturday, April 10, 2004
Finally...
Haha.. today finally can co-ordinate with wanqin and we can go swimming le.. haha.. we meeting at 3 at the swimming complex..
In the morning.. it was lyk damned irritating lohz.. wah lao.. sleeping until halfway ritez.. got drilling!! woke mi up!! then it was so noisy that i couldnt go back to sleep.. so decided to wake up and go eat breakfast with mi parents.. den when i reached my bedroom door i shouted:" chao2 si3 ren2 ar!!!" den when i came back fr washing my face.. the drilling stopped.. wah kao.. so wad lohz.. cant go back to sleep cuz i'm fully awake.. den i went to the hawker centre to eat..
Then the rest of the day was mainly veri boring.. so i shall go to the swimming part.. i met wanqin at the complex.. den she asked me if i wanna buy the child ticket.. haha.. so i sae dun wan larhz.. later they find out.. den i realise that they wun noe lo.. cuz it's all machine.. haha.. so the nxt time i shall buy child de.. save money.. haha.. den we swam for lyk 1 and a half hrs.. den the shower rm that shower head din sprout any water!!! argh!! so frustrated.. had to move to another one.. so unlucky.. den after that we went to KFC go eat shrooms meal.. den wq's cousins come to join us.. and her sis.. den we went to NTUC where we met wq's mom.. den wq accompany me go take bus.. and ya.. tads it larhz.. haha..
Edison rox.. haha..=)
Zinc @ 10:08 pm
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Friday, April 09, 2004
Good Friday!!
Yeah!! today is the long-awaited holiday!! who cares if i have loads of hw to be done.. who cares if there's 2 tests nxt wk?? as long as i can have fun.. anything else can wait larhz.. haha.. :P
Today i have the whole day planned with elaine.. haha.. come to think of it horz.. its the first time tad i went out with elaine alone.. wonder if it wld be any different fr going out with all of them.. Let's see!!
First.. we went to toa payoh..cuz i wanna go Cash Converters.. selling 2nd hand things in good condition.. good ritez.. den very cheap somemore.. haha.. going there to look for VCDs.. haha.. den i bought one.. we oso saw something lyk meteor rain.. den it was abt dao mingsi.. which is jerry yen larhz.. wanqin's fave.. haha.. so we called wanqin to see if she want us to help her buy.. but she say she have le.. so we said nvm.. den we put down the phone.. cuz hp call is very ex one u noe.. haha.. den not much free mins oso.. *doingg doingg*
After that we decided to walk around b4 going to plaza sing.. den we walked.. walked past more than words.. a gift shop.. so we went in cuz mayb we can find something nice.. den it was lyk.. there was something there.. which was quite cute.. den elaine bought it for er jie fu!! so nice rite she.. den we saw the dog that i bought for her.. or rather we.. cuz someone else had a share in it.. erm.. ya.. HIM again.. den i was oso looking for a prezzie for my mortal.. her bdae coming le.. same mth as wanteng.. so muz start getting ready.. After that we walked to the seven-dollar shop.. where it was actualli a this fashion shop.. so we went in to look.. then elaine says she's looking for smth formal to wear later.. cuz she going for performance.. at victoria theatre.. izit? think so.. haha.. then she found some clothes to try.. but all dun fit her.. dun look quite nice on her.. so.. i tried on those.. hmmz.. quite nice larhx.. den t'was lyk.. elaine say muz buy muz buy!! veri nice!! so buy lohz.. anyway i was in a buying mood.. den i bought three! two costs $6.. 1 cost $11.. the one which was the formal one was the ex one.. the other two.. which is one sleeveless orange striped tee.. and a smth lyk sports tee larhz.. black de.. so veri satisfied..
Den we decided that we have stayed quite long and shld move to plaza sing.. den we walked past a shop in the fabric of nation exhibition.. it was lyk.. filling up the bottle with coloured sand.. so i decided to make 1.. for mi mom.. den elaine made 4!! on e for er jie fu(duhz)..one for her mom.. one for her god-mom.. den another one.. cannot say.. haha..den at the end.. i saw the banner which wrote "strive hard for o levels" so i tot again.. shld i make another one? elaine said i shls.. so i did.. ya..so i made two in the end.. : )
When we reached plaza sing.. t'was lyk quite late le.. almost 2.. den on the way wanqin asked me to join them for bowling.. PCS ppl.. den i said after i finish shopping with elaine.. cuz they actualli veri wad lehz.. at first ask mi.. den sae cuz bruno's horse coming.. haha.. so dun wan mi there.. so veri annoyed larhz.. den now they ask mi go? *scratch head* dunno why.. nvm.. den we went to bearyhip to buy the hp accessory i had been looking for.. it's a light yellow colour bear!! veri cute.. den i bought smth for mi mortal.. den i saw a wing.. it's a hp accessory.. den it lights up when there's radiation.. haha.. so i bought it too.. den elaine saw a matching necklace for my bracelet.. so oso buy lohz.. haha.. den elaine bought 4-leave clover for karyen..
Next stop! the food court.. so hungry le.. so we went food court.. cuz elaine say there quite nice.. so i bought hokkien mee while elaine bought fried kway teow.. den elaine was lyk.. why this tym they put the yellow noodles.. last tym nv.. so i went.. they always put de.. then she went izit? dunno larhz.. haha.. den i bought the drinks and i treated her to fried ice-creams.. yum! :D den we went to somewhere.. 4got the name.. haha.. den we went to pai neoprint.. t'was lyk.. tad mchine which was free was spoilt.. den we had to queue.. den when we finish ritez.. we din noe how to operate the machine!!! den ended up onli got 1 big pic.. so i gave that to elaine..
Next! Taka! I wanted to go there to buy wallet.. but so long ago le.. dunno still have ornot.. den too bad.. dun have.. den wanqin ask mi to faster.. so laft hurriedly..
Hopped onto the MRT to yishun to meet them.. no more bowling le.. cuz too late le.. den saw bruno's horse.. okayyy larhz.. chio larhz.. but she tao us.. den i stayed for dinner.. den was at the arcade when i suddenly felt lyk asjing WK when he can come and get his present..so here goes:
me:Are you free?
WK:why?
me:can u go anywhere now?
WK:i goin beach now... why?
me:(smth lyk tad)den when u free?
WK:I hardly have time for you.. u wan see me for wad?
me:(getting annoyed)its not tad i'm dying to see u lohz..hello..its juz tad i wanna pass u smth okay!!!
WK:I got say u dying to see me mehz! i no time larhz..
me:so when do u wanna take tad thing?!?! i noe u chao busy, juz 5 mins cannot arhz?! juz tel me where i can give it to u..its nt as if i veri free or wad lohz..
WK:dan dun give larhz...
me:(boiling, but took wanqin's suggestion on how to reply)I made it specially 4 u k.. if i dun consider u as my bro i wun even care lohz!
THEN HE NV REPLY!!
me:(hitting the roof)FINE!! DUN REPLY!! TADS WAD U ALWAYS DO!! I DUN UNDERSTAND WHY U HAV CHANGED SO MUCH JUZ OVER A FEW MONHTS!! U WERE NV LYK TAD LAST YR!! WAD HAPPENED?!
WK:i where got change...i am always like tad...hmmm and becuz hp no omney so nv reply...
me:(u think i so stupid fall for this har??)grr..make me so damned frustrated wif u..argh!! sms u u nv reply..call u u sae very tired.. n u had the cheek to ask me who i'm wanna giv u smth oso sooooo difficult
WK:sorry la...i this few days busy with my frenz ma.. dun angry la..
me:(wad dayya think? of coz happi larhz.. hehe..but still)grr!!! i angry for 4 mths oready ok!! now den ren2 wu2 ke1 ren3 ok!! take the time and effort and money to get smth 4 u to encourage u den all i get is a 'i not free'!!
WK:hmm now come east coast find mi lo..
me:(sigh.. 3 lines)wa lao.. ok la! no no.. jkjk..*bleag* if not cuz mom found out i wun even hurry to give u lo.. argh.. how how?? grr.. hiya..ani tym u free u call mi can not?!?!?!?!?!?
WK:kk la see when i free then tell u lo..
But i think that he wun lo.. what a JERK!!! argh!! hrumph.. edison betta then him.. haha.. edison rawks man.. =)
Zinc @ 10:12 pm
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Thursday, April 08, 2004
Today Was The Day..
Ya.. Today lai le.. i'm going to run the 200m today.. dun be nervous.. i told myslf.. its going to be okay.. but i am still nervous.. *doingg doingg* oh.. yi kai sae wanna come and support me.. or shld i sae loverboy.. haha.. jie fu oso coming..
Exchanged my watch with elaine yesterday.. but she still haven exchange back.. she nv ask for her watch.. so i tot.. juz carry on with it larhz.. hehe.. we went for elective.. den it was so funny at first.. we locked the door.. den we switched off the lights.. adn we pretended to be asleep when she came.. haha.. den she told us to go media viewing rm!! yay.. got show to watch again.. den it's another one og the "missing" series.. it was the man cut up and cooked in curry thing.. wa lao.. so gross lorz!! wah lao.. cant stand it.. they show how they cut and cook u noe.. ewww... so grossed out.. nv going to eat curry again.. den again.. consider first larhz.. anyway they threw away the curry.. nv eat it.. i mean.. hu wld eat it ritez.. haha.. so gross..
Den i went over with RG to Chinese High.. we wanted to start warm-up.. xiu wen and jie yee were there too.. but they later got math olympaid class.. den Rg sae she want to eat.. ornot later no energy.. haha..so she bought a tuna and ham sandwich.. den she ate.. den we saw gav.. danz.. and andrea.. they running the 4x400m relay race later.. so they doing warm-up.. so we decided to do with them.. they were jogging.. but den once we reach the other gate.. we stopped.. while the others carried on.. haha.. we too lazy le.. den we walked back.. den we didi stretching..
Ours was the first event.. RG ran and got 3rd.. i lehz.. chao lan larhz.. got 7 ppl.. den i get 4th onli lohz..RG.. qiang lo u.. haha.. den when i came back i got news that gav ran 800m tt time.. she got pushed by someone.. so she fell.. but the thing was .. she fell.. den she roll.. den she climbed up and she carry on running u noe!! den in the end she got 2nd lehz.. qiang man.. den she couldnt carry on running in the 4x400m relay.. so last min wendi run 4 her.. den cuz of reporting much earlier and standing in the hot sun for such a long time.. danz was feeling giddy.. den she fell when she was nearing the finishing line.. we were actualli running with her.. den those peeps.. they ran faster then her.. the danz fell.. after tt we all ran to her.. ya.. she was okay.. but she was very very upset.. dun worry danz.. u did very well!! we r proud of u!!! *muackz* luv ya!!
In the end.. yikai nv come.. cuz he had to go home.. den jie fu was playing soccer.. well.. Den after that we saw elaine on the bus.. den wave lyk siao.. haha.. very tired.. actualli very mad at the Wk thing de.. but i used this anger to run.. so now tired.. but still.. Edison's the best.. haha.. [irritate wendi].. =)
Zinc @ 10:05 pm
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Wednesday, April 07, 2004
A Nice Afternnoon Tea =)
Have decided to write abt my group for my website for dreamweaver.. so i hafta go look for pictures.. and in the meantime.. persuade all of them to bring digi cam so we can take familt portrait!!! wendi's always not in our pics.. dun worry xiao ting.. u will be soon..
Speech training as usual was not a disappointment.. actualli.. i realise that everything is lyk.. all topsy-turvy.. lyk.. last yr.. i enjoyed chinese speech training.. but hated english speech training.. but this yr i lurve english speech training.. but hateee chinese speech training.. that liu lisha ritez.. it's lyk we pay her to come and show off lohz.. wah lao.. she everyday come and say she go here go there.. lyk as if she very famous lyk tad.. *duhz*
Actualli.. i think tad ngoh seng keong quite okie larhz.. he very lame.. but lame until can make us laugh.. at least it's not lyk last yr.. great improvement panda! haha.. do betta k.. keep it up!! hahah.. wahaha.. but he damned lame lo.. he was lyk.. give us such a simple sentence tad make us think got smth wrong.. but he keep saying can.. den in the end it was a trick.. den hai3 us muz waste correction tape.. wah kao..
Then in PCCG.. we had to read together.. haha.. so lame-o lohz.. have you ever done that lyk.. since pri 6?? ya.. then we hafta read.. then dunno play wad rafia string game.. *doinggg doingg* haha.. den wendi and i finally succeeded entangling ourselves.. den we also succeeded in tabgling ourselves!! yay!! hi5 hi5!! haha..
Then after skool.. i actualli wanted to train my 200m de.. den hafta learn dance.. cuz nxt wk hafta compete.. sigh.. den i realise that my dance actually not very good lehx.. oh no.. go home muz learn hard.. then at abt 3.30 den go and train my 200m.. my timing chao lan lohz.. 38s.. normally i think is 30s.. so i am lyk.. 10s behind lo.. surely lao kui one.. sigh.. dun stone mi if i lose the class's face horz.. sorrie..
Ha.. den huan ask wanqin and i to join her for tea.. den wanqin was so enthu.. she went ok ok!! den i was lyk.. since wanqin going so i go lohz.. den wanqin saw 74.. den she nearly boarded the bus lohz.. luckily i held her back.. den we went over to take bus.. den we went with jie fu.. den we were lyk.. giggling all the way.. haha.. den at the hawker center ritez.. they took so long to buy food lohz.. we nearly finish our dessert le den they cum back.. haha.. den after that ritez.. i temporarily 4got my miseries.. cuz jie fu and i entertained the 2 of them.. haha.. den wanqin sae she give us 8 out of 10 for entertainment.. see.. qiang rite.. haha.. then we were laughing do hard we couldnt even swallow our dessert.. haha..
Hmmz.. quite a nice day larhz.. still i am very very miserable.. sigh.. i really miss him.. but den.. come to think of it.. he's not worth it.. but wad can i do? very upset.. sigh.. called elaine.. then after tad yi kai called.. ask me if i very upset and am i ok.. so sweet.. eh.. dun get wrong idea horz.. we r onli FRIENDS.. DEN ITS FULL STOP.. okie? still very upset.. sigh..
Zinc @ 10:35 pm
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Tuesday, April 06, 2004
Sad, Sad, Day
Sigh.. yesterday go talk on the phone with huan.. den i tell her i very vexed.. heh.. juz tell her this then she noes wads on my mind le.. bu4 kui1 shi4 my good fren! :) so she and i talked for some time on the phone.. den.. haiz.. i xiang3 kai1 liaoz.. cuz she sae.. even if u bi1 ta 1 to say ritez.. it mite not be the truthful ans.. or mayb i might not even be able to get an ans at all!!
Ya.. she's rite.. so.. the next day.. i told elaine.. no need le.. dun ask le.. i told her.. den she chao happi.. haha.. den during mass dance rite.. it was damned embarassing lohz!!! Liyan told me that i din zip mi skirt!! Argh!! imagine!! all the way fr home to sch i din zip my skirt!! tad means everyone saw wads inside!! well.. not much to see larhz.. cuz i got wear shorts.. *duhz* oh ya.. saw my junior today.. last time poi ching one.. JunHao.. he was last yr's vice-head prefect.. he look at mi.. den i look at him.. den we got off the bus.. haha..
Hey hey.. den elaine rite after science lesson realize that she study the wrong ke for chinese test.. then she panicked.. "wah!!! i nv study chap 9 & 10!! i tot only got 4 chap.. so i onli study chap 5-8.. oh no!!"
Den poor elaine had to bring the book down to the art room... poor thing.. den in the end she oso nv finish studying.. so in the end she zhao4 ju4 she left 4 blanks.. and there was onli 5 questions u noe.. poor thing.. so i am writing this.. and i tell elaine..
mi>geog is study theme 8..
elaine>ya..
me>ya.. i telling u..
den she went.. oh.. haha..
Today during recess we had the english promotion thing.. we had to promote an imaginery country called Mikiti.. derived fr bikini.. haha.. 2/10 one oso derived fr bikini.. but theirs is bikineer.. think so.. then.. we ate recess quite late.. was late for CME.. but xie lao shi praised us instead of scolding us cuz she says we were doing smth for the class..
It's a sad sad dayyyy.. sigh.. i juz cant describe my feeling..shi lian? dunno.. mayb.. wah.. come keep me occupied.. sniff..
Oh and.. Edison rulez.. =)
Zinc @ 3:14 pm
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Monday, April 05, 2004
Can't Believe It!!!!!!!
Guess wad? i completely din have xin1 li1 zhun3 bei4.. elaine told me tad there was no reply.. but who knows.. the folder tad she showed me smashed my life..
She sent another msg at abt 10.53.. den a reply came--"if u wanna tok to me.. dun tok to me abt her.." wad does tad mean???????????? why donch u wanna tok abt me??????? is it so difficult to give just a one-word answer??????? Just say either yes or no!!!!!!! no one told u.. stupid dumb dumb.. to waste so much smses!!!! isnt it soooooooo much easier to just say no?!?!?!?!?
Why did i go for the cruise??? if only i din go.. den all these things wld not have happened.. wad for go thru all these? just for tad few moments of happiness???? u hear tad??? let me tell u this.. u noe hu u r.. I HATE YOU!!! FUCK U!! FOR ALL I CARE.. U CAN GO TAKE A LEAP OFF A 20-STOREY BUILDING BUT I WILL ONLY STAND AT THE BOTTOM SAYING.. I DUN NOE THIS PERSON.. u hear tad??? i dun care.. qu4 si3 ba!!!
But still.. to every circumstances.. unless there is a positive answer.. there will be another side of it.. like.. the positive side.. unless the answer is no.. i will still keep on thinking abt it.. u understand? its hard to just forget abt it.. i cant do it.. i very zhong4 gan3 qing2 de.. i cant juz 4get lyk tad.. it's not poss... elaine.. i noe its hard on you.. but.. can u pls try again? thx..
Wad else can i do? Normally crazy de wo.. now bcum lyk.. dead person.. as in the last yr lyk tad.. no longer lively.. no longer cheerful..i dun wanna be lyk this.. when i try to get some ways to 4get this.. they all say i shld not do this.. but do u understand how i feel?? no!! u have nv tried it b4.. of cuz u will say this type of things.. cant u stand in my shoes and look at the situation? it's not as easy as u think.. my mind is not a piece of paper.. the memories in it are not just writings.. they are imprinted there.. and whether i like it ornot.. it will stay there for the rest of my live.. unless anything happens and i lose my memory.. tads betta.. isn't it.. my memories cant be lyk.. i dun wan it anymore.. so i erase it away.. it's not as simple as that.. i cant bring myself to do it..
You all say i shld not go on lyk tad.. but can i help it?? no!! i cant help the way i feel.. if i feel like tad.. tads it! i cant change it!! it takes time.. not just a few days will do the tricks.. i need to be occupied.. and even if i could.. i wld have 4gotten it long ago!! it wld not have tuo1 until now le!!! There muz always be hope in life.. isn't tad wad every 1 says? but why cant i have a little hope in this? is it wrong.. are u all trying to tell me that i shld have no hope in life.. and have every single min of my life occupied.. and just erase off all my memories? den i cant do it.. cuz its impossible.. can i just request tt at this point of time.. the 5 of u all.. dun tok abt it anymore.. amnd just try and keep me occupied with other things? pls?
Zinc @ 4:56 pm
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Sunday, April 04, 2004
Such A Gloomy Day
Sigh.. today hafta finish up all my hw.. luckily i oready finish some of my work.. whew.. but still have so much to do.. den some more.. i did the wrong math exercise u noe!!! Grr.. IRRITATING!!!
Actualli today nothing to tok abt lehz.. quite boring.. whole day think of whether elaine ask him oready ornot.. den very nervous.. sms her den she nv reply.. so very nervous.. budden wad can i do? nothing.. so i kept on thinking and thinking.. budden most of the tym is do hw.. very very boring.. den i writing this half-eway lehz.. elaine call.. sae she need help on the geog assignment.. hmmz.. so i help her.. tmr we having another celebration.. mi mom cooking fried rice.. yum yum..
Dad actualli sae wanna bring mi out de.. den he sae wait for his fren.. his fren driving taxi mahz.. so can bring us there.. budden when the time came.. mi mom sae dun go le.. cuz raining and stuff lyk tad.. den she sae got things to do.. they are always lyk tad.. i have learnt not to believe them anymore.. den now quite afraid.. cuz u think dada mad le.. uh oh.. nvm.. quick!! den mi and mi mom had a long talk today.. fr abt 10.30 to 12.15.. oso dunno tok wad larhz.. tok here tok there lohz.. haiz.. hmmz... nothing le.. okie.. buh-bye!! =) Edison rockz.. : )
Zinc @ 5:23 pm
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Saturday, April 03, 2004
Chinese Culture Camp
Sigh.. today horz.. actualli can sleep until veri veri late.. budden.. got some sort of stupid chinese culture camp.. muz wake up at 6!!! cuz 7 muz meet in canteen for english promoting thing.. haiz..
Yearning to know the result of the question tad elaine asked? Well, my intuition was rite.. i din get a answer.. she was too upset to ask.. well.. so she said very sorrie.. but not her fault.. actualli i felt quite upset.. cuz i wasn't there to comfort elaine when she was down.. then everytime i upset will call her..
So.. this camp was quite okay larhz.. first thing was this chinese knot thing.. quite interesting lehz.. then quite nice.. budden they took mine away.. sae for exhibition.. so i would not get it back.. den guess wad? it's break time! the food was quite nice lehz.. got hotdog dun and cupcake and milo.. yum! den it was a talk.. elaine said gd gd.. cuz the talk is 2 hours.. haha.. den in audi somemore.. so can sleep.. they got dong suhua, the newscaster for channel 8 6.30 news, Lingzhi(is tad how u speel her name???), the 93.3 DJ and a reporter.. song smth.. 4got her name.. paiseh paiseh.. they came to give us a talk on the chinese media.. quite interesting.. they quite fun oso..
Then we had lunch!! Lunch included egg beancurd.. veg.. and fried chicken wings.. quite feng1 fu4.. den we went for chinese paper cutting.. cut ji2 and chun1.. mine chao ugly.. den we went for games.. we only went for 2 games instead of 3.. but we won a prize!!!! soooo happy.. after which we had ANOTHER break.. this camp horz.. is weight gaining camp.. haven even finish digesting the food then hafta eat again.. haha.. den wr went 4 cheers!!! ours was so-so lohz.. but i think they give prize very unfair lohz.. cuz 2/10 and 2/7 much much betta then 2/11 lohz!!! 2/11 got first u noe.. so damned wad lohz.. even the other 2 classes who got prize were betta lohz.. NO fair!!!!
Now.. feeling very confused.. elaine ask oready? mayb i shld back out.. i should at least give myself some hope.. but i dunno.. noe le betta ritez?? then i can concentrate betta.. wun waste mi time.. and wun write bo liaoz thing on the blog.. haiz.. nvm.. so sad.. cya tmr..
Zinc @ 4:48 pm
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Friday, April 02, 2004
The Fateful Day....
Today is the day.. where elaine asks the question.. wad if the answer is no? i wonder wad wld i do.. perhaps just try and get over it.. there IS a reason tad i ask elaine to ask today.. so tmr will be a full day and i can take the chance to get over it.. but wad if there is no reply? i guess maybe tads the best.. well.. elaine says then mayb she will call.. but i have a strong intuition tad i wld not get any ans.. ye4 hao4.. at least i still can have some hope..
Oh.. and i think tad YiKai very pitiful lehz.. he lyk.. wait for elaine and jolyn for abt half an hour today lohz.. den YiKai ask me go pei him.. haha.. haiyo.. elaine!! nxt time cannot so late horz!!! c( =
We launched our belated April Fool's Day joke.. haha.. the first one was on Mrs chan.. Rachel Goh so cute.. haha.. as usual.. mrs chan went.. "IT rep!! help me set up the computer.." den RG went over and as usual.. set up the comp.. we din even suspected anything lohz.. we din even noe until RG explained.. she was lyk.. "the keyboard and the mouse is missing.. so cannot log in.." hahaha.. muhahaha.. wahahaha.. den she was lyk.. how?? i cant teach anything.. den i nv save into my laptop.. i din even bring my laptop.. haha.. den LIU BEI had to go and spoil the joke.. she went.. u can take one of the keyboard and mouse from 1 of the other computers wad.. Wah lao.. so tads when the joke went burst lohz.. tsk tsk..
Den nxt is miss rowe.. haha.. when she went away for a period of time.. we decided to tell her tad mr jalani came in to tell us tad he sae the test is nxt wk.. haha.. den she realli fell for it u noe.. haha.. den it was when she sae which way did he go? den gav said there and pointed towards 2/8 there.. den some other ppl pointed towards 2/10 there.. den yun lin went errr.. betta larhz.. ornot later get scolded.. oh.. and b4 everything.. we set miss ying up.. we put the broom at the closed door.. den she came back in ritez.. she tripped larhz..Talking bout this.. yesterday miss rowe broke our broom and yun lin hyperventilated.. haha.. they used the same trick on ms rowe.. they wanted to trip her.. den how we noe she will break the broom worhz.. hahaha.. den in story telling elective.. yun lin was telling her story.. once there was a muah chee.. den she went breathing very loudly den she fainted!!! whoa.. acting so good manz.. den mrs heng was so nervous.. den reb went i am first aider!! den went to yun lin.. haa.. den wen mrs heng talked about getting an ambulance.. yun lin started laughing.. haha.. great job yun lin!
During ITE lesson.. RG show mi a pic of edison!!!! den she ask mi wad u noe.. whos tad? izit shawn yue? wah kao!!! piang eh.. RG!!! how can u not noe hu he is.. he's edison!!! tad more shuai one.. tsk tsk.. den she say ok larhz.. when i ask her whether he shuai ornot.. wadeva.. = ) still edison's the best manz..
Zinc @ 4:25 pm
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Thursday, April 01, 2004
HAPPY APRIL FOOLS!!!
hillow.. today first day of April.. ApriL FOOLS.. HAPPY APRIL FOOLS!! then we actualli wanted to change classes de.. but 2/6 dun wan.. haiz.. live up to their name.. dun understand?? they last years model class.. but they realli veri good larhz.. cannot blame them..
During science ritez.. miss lee ask elaine why she so tired and stuff lyk tad.. hahahaha.. wahahahaha.. later tell u smth more funny.. hahaha.. den after miss lee sae tad to elaine rite.. i propped my leg up and shaked it a bit larhz.. den she sae.. "stop shaking!!" *oops*
Poor elaine.. her clay was lyk.. all bits and pieces.. no cuz she forgot to poke hole os smth larhz.. is cuz tad time she not enuf clay.. den she cannot make the.. wadever it is called to stick the parts on.. den put some time the clay hardened.. so cannot do anything.. just handed in the parts and the body.. haha.. den now come back got break off a bit.. so she spent the whole lesson sticking the parts back.. haha.. actualli is half the lesson larhz.. cuz i dun lyk painting.. so elaine painted mine.. and i helped her stick hers.. and for mine rite.. it was completely in 1 piece although i nv blend!! haha..
Miss ng seems to be in a very good mood today.. although we came in late rite.. she still admired our clay pieces..den andrea din answer her question very quickly.. she looked angry but was not.. so out of the blue.. her mood i mean..
After recess, we changed name tags.. den messed up the whole classrm.. cuz got relieve tcher comin in.. for li lao shi.. but she asked us to do summary writting.. den used up the whole lesson.. ok.. so there's the funny part.. elaine finished her work.. so she took a nap.. den the tcher woke her up and say in chinese.. sleeping?? no.. take out ur textbk and read chapter 11.. den after the tcher went away.. elaine grumble grumble.. den she took the things out.. den she put her head on the table.. den the tcher came again to elaine to collect her paper.. den elaine noticed her standing there.. den exclaimed very loudly in chinese.. i didnt sleep!! i didnt sleep!! actualli very funni one.. but write down not so le.. nvm.. if u wan.. i get wanqin to demo for u tmr.. hahah.. wahahaha..
Den juz now i got a little bit upset.. cuz my group toking abt someone elaine knows.. den i made a comment.. although they oso dun realli lyk tad person.. dey lyk become quite agitated.. den so aggressive.. so i tot they biased against mi.. den wendi made a mean joke.. i noe its a joke.. but hers always come at the wrong time!!! So sorry pals!!!
Edison rulez.. = )
Zinc @ 3:22 pm
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