Wednesday, October 27, 2004
Well.. I finally did it..
Well.. actually.. this whole yr.. I sorta wasted it.. spent so many days and nights thinking abt him instead of concentrating on my studies.. beginning of this yr I still cheng3 qiang1.. sae I wanna study hard and do well so I can go to IP.. and this yr I am really gonna concentrate on my studies.. but well.. did I? If I had.. I wld have had a lot of confidence in myself and dun go NJC.. but.. there.. it is gonna be a fact that I will be there for the nxt 4 yrs and leave NY..
But hey.. look on the bright side.. I did something that I have been brooding over for the past yr.. the whole yr I have been thinking of him.. and feelin sad.. and wadever la.. sometimes these type of thing.. I rather not think abt it anymore.. cuz I feel like such an idiot lohz.. the whole yr.. my emotions were mostly abt him.. but I like.. nv really care abt things that will really matter nxt yr.. sigh..
But these things will be wad a normal female teenager will go through at one part of ur life.. so.. juz hold on to it.. and then the dark clouds will soon clear and happi days will be back again la.. u juz gotta look on the bright side of life.. du du.. du du du du du du.. so juz smile ur way thru la.. wad for show others that u are unhappy and make them feel moody too..
Actualli I think everyone has experienced this before.. like when this person is not feeling very happi.. then when u walk pass her.. u juz smile to her.. and guess wad? u juz made her day better!! Sometimes when u are unhappy and ppl do that.. u will naturally tend to smile back.. so u wun feel that unhappy anymore!! : ) but lets sae.. u are feeling bouncy and happy.. then this person come and tell u.. can u juz stop bouncing around???!?! Uh oh.. then.. u will juz keep quiet.. then in the end.. u will feel unhappy oso.. well.. anyway.. juz smile ur way thru la.. the world will be a much brighter place.. YAY! Haha.. =D
Zinc @ 7:09 pm
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Tuesday, October 26, 2004
Bumblebee or ANT?? >.<
Today we are having telematch!! Last Friday the even classes were having fun then we had to go to the art museum.. but ours was bitter before sweet.. haha.. but then mr ellis said there were some ppl who were making things difficult for him.. and that they din have these problems last yr.. and he still sae if these ppl who were giving problems be more like those who din give problems, he wun have to talk to us and take up our time liaoz.. then I was the first person to be called lohz!! So paiseh.. then in the end he called everybody who were going to go over to other schools like NJC, VJC, NUS High.. we din give any trouble lohz!! He juz asked us if we were confirmed leaving.. wah kao.. then he make us seem like the black sheep of the whole batch.. and never listen to instructions liddat.. NEXT TIME, PLS SAY NICELY K.. we din do anything wrong lohz.. so angry.. but well.. no next time le.. dun care.. heck.. next!! Haha..
Got some election for nxt yr's president of student council.. then we had our telematch.. the first one was this race that we had to turn 7 rounds with our head leaning on the top of a big cone.. whoa.. so dizzy.. then have to run through these small cones.. then have to put ur face in this plate of flour and bite on to a gummy bear.. then we were all so dizzy lo.. then shirlyn so li hai.. haha.. she bounce bounce bounce without her head on the cone.. juz put her hand there.. and she bounced through the whole thing.. haha.. then still got one where we have to pair up.. then one person go there and blow a balloon.. the other one go and tie up the balloon.. then in the end lao bear found out that at the balloon's neck there got a small hole.. so that is why it was so difficult to blow..
After that it was recess.. before the telematch.. wendy and I went to look for mrs tieh.. but ms seah was there.. and they like.. not gonna stop talking.. so we decided to come back during recess.. but ms seah was still there!! Whoa! Tok for 2 hrs liao leh.. dunno wad they tok abt.. nvm.. let’s wait.. then got one tcher came in and asked abt our class tee.. then wendy sae the pic in front was an ant.. but I always tot it was a bumblebee!! Haha.. then in the end we went to ask other ppl.. and they either said dunno or they sae it’s a bumblebee.. hehe..
After recess also got class game.. like obstacle race liddat.. then the first one was this game that we had to hold hands.. and then the first person will walk from the number 1 to 36.. then everybody will have to follow the first person.. ya.. then lao bear suggest going in register number.. then li jie was quite pissed today.. dunno why.. cuz Rachel ong suggested a way to li jie.. ask her to let go of my hand.. which at that time both our hands were under someone’s hands.. then she pull li jie’s hand above tt person’s hands and then ask li jie to grab my hands.. then li jie was like.. ~roars ISNT IT JUST THE SAME?! Hehe.. : P but even tho we finished later than fifteen minutes.. they gave us full marks cuz we cheered for one another.. yaye!! : ) then she oso sae we got class spirit.. haha.. whee.. but we got cheat a bit.. cuz supposed to everybody go at the same time.. but halfway we broke off.. hehe.. so abit the cheating la.. haha.. but nvm..
Then another one is like got one poisonous river.. then we hafta get the whole class across it.. but then they sae wanna carry ppl across.. but we din make it la.. then before this got one is another obstacle race.. got some objects strewn all over the floor and we hafta walk thru without banging into them.. Rachel lim was the person-in-charge.. cuz she became a councillor! =) then she gave chance la.. cuz got a few ppl knocked into the objects.. but she din sae anything..
Got class interaction.. then we were not really into it.. then the whole session was like.. saying the tchers no good.. Haha.. and complain complain la.. haha.. that’s us.. : ) wanqin they all got rehearsal at 4.30.. then nobody pei her.. so I stayed and played badminton with her.. then we borrowed two shuttlecocks.. then both kena lost on top of the pillar.. hahah.. yupz.. hope they went thru smoothly for later's audi rehearsal.. ~thumbs up!
Zinc @ 10:04 pm
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Monday, October 25, 2004
FruiTful DaE
This debate abt team A shld put all the good ones or if Team B is all the not so good ones has been going on ever since we started choosing.. haiz.. finally.. it’s the day itself.. and surprisingly.. we were like.. all set.. haha.. we always liddat one la.. haha.. that is wad our class is good for!! Whee!! The first we have netball tournament with the odd classes.. then we the team B one oready not much confidence liao.. then in the qualifying round we kip on getting tied with opponents.. but its those type of 0-0 tie.. hehe.. but hey!! Its still a tie k!! haha.. then in the end they sae wanna have a few more matches.. but still have the same results.. so they decided to draw lots.. then.. we got in!! haha.. then for semi-finals.. we won!! We finally got 1 more goal then our opponent!! Yaye!! But ours is 1-0.. haha.. but still win la.. so we at least got 1 second!! Yaye!! Haha.. then up against 2/7.. whoa they damn qiang2 lohz.. then in the end we realised that they put the B team as very strong one.. only they did that.. cuz their A team was not ery satisfactory.. so they made us sorta lose our guard.. so well.. u guessed it.. we got second.. we lost to them.. but hey!! If they followed the rules and put their Ateam as stronger one.. we might have won.. bvut nvm.. its fated.. yupz.. but 209 A team got champ!! Yaye!! Great job man!! : ) but I oso very glad that we got second.. and this gave me reassurance that I can at least catch a ball.. haha.. first quite good lehz.. got 40 dollars swensen's voucher.. so good right? But second dun get any thing.. if only they gave like.. 20 dollars or smth.. sigh.. nvm.. got second oready very happi le..
For softball, we were not that satisfactory.. so we din even get into the semis.. which mean that we din even get pass the qualifying rounds.. sigh.. but suan le.. gotta cheer up! At least we got a second for netta netball.. ya.. but got some classes they deliberately ask the pitchers to throw the ball into the hoop.. I din noe all these lohz.. I juz know that we should keep the game going.. but suan le.. they wanna resort to these dirty tricks.. but later Ma Anyi came to apologize.. but I still quite unhappy la.. but I dun think it was nice to put her in a difficult spot.. so juz sae nvm lorhz.. but surely other ppl oso got boey siong one wad.. so I cant speak for everybody la.. haiz..
Late got speech training.. but at 4.30.. so late.. go libraray do duty first.. then later went for speech training.. that gary tang help us edit our show until so.. pervertic and.. eeews.. something liddat la.. throughout the whole thing we were like.. eeee!! Haha.. but I think its betta la.. of cuz.. : P budden.. we also realised that we were all becumin lobsters.. cuz juz now the weather was so wad lohz.. play netball play halfway it started to rain.. then after that it became so sunny.. and during softball we were all taking shelter under the big umbrella.. but in the end still becum liddat.. some good the umbrella was.. haiya.. nvm.. oh.. and in the morning I showed them his pic thru friendster.. but wanteng came later and then Elaine switched off the comp liao.. so she din get to see.. hehe.. =) oh today is rachel goh's bdae!! happi bdae!! =) happi bdae to you.. happi bdae to you.. happi bdae to youuuu.. happi bdae to you!! : )
Zinc @ 6:46 pm
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Sunday, October 24, 2004
Busi Busy Sunday!! Today I was dragged out of my bed by my parents.. they kip on sayingi hafta wake up or I will becum fat as sleeping late will make me fat.. and I was too tired to argue with them.. nevertheless.. I was still dragged out by them.. haiz.. went to the temple.. cuz mum was abit worried that she was really not healthy.. like wad my aunt sae.. grr.. then went to have breakfast and went to market.. then my bro and I stand there and talk.. cuz my dad told us not to anyhow walk.. luan4 luan4 zou3.. haha.. okay.. being lame.. nvm.. then we talked abt wad we wld do in malaysia.. actually I think I will be quite boring.. cuz my fun cousin.. the one who initiates the fun games.. and he has got a gf liao.. so I bet the whole day she wld be clinging on to him.. like some one's gf la.. ex.. sorry.. ya.. so he wun have time to play liao.. and I bet my cousins also have bf liao.. so I will juz hafta go watch DVD with my bro and be a couch potato.. oso quite shuang3 la.. haha.. okay lohz.. settled! Haha.. : )
In the late afternoon we went to orchard to redeem haagen daz ice cream.. then we went to john little.. whoa that salesgirl hor.. so slow and cant do simple math.. 14 minus 9 she still hafta use calculator.. so many times some more.. and they very slow and rude.. no wonder they dun dare giv out feedback forms like wad all the other counters were doing.. haha..
Again no time to watch dan's vcd.. aiya.. then in the end still hafta tell her I haven finish watching yet.. she muz be thinking hor.. this ziyin har.. watch one vcd oso muz watch so long.. tsk tsk.. haha.. okie.. nvm.. I think Daniel wu's shows quite okay la.. very funny and abit lame la.. but entertaining.. haha.. but he mostly work with Jackie chan.. and Jackie once said that he was like his second son.. but he nv sae Daniel wld succeed him.. why he sae the same thing to so many ppl har? Ermz.. not many la.. he oso said that to Nicholas when they were filming the Gen-X Cops.. that was in 1999.. haha.. he oso said that nic would succeed him.. aiya.. who cares la.. as long as there are nice shows to watch then can liaoz.. going pok le.. no money.. sigh.. how how?? Aiya.. nvm.. take a step at a time.. the bridge naturally straightens when I reach it.. haha.. okie.. nxt wk last wk le.. SHO SAD!! Bawl!! Wah!! *sniff*
Zinc @ 9:38 pm
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Saturday, October 23, 2004
UnExPeCtEd.. Today hor.. so unexpected lohz.. I got woken up from a nice dream by my mum.. then she sae wanna go my aunt's hse.. siao.. who wanna go.. everytime go there my life turns topsy-turvy and god knows wad will happen.. she believes in this type of medicine called aryueveda.. this kind of medicine from India I think.. and every time she comes back from other countries.. she inputs new ideas into my parents.. my dad esp.. but wad to do? They have the same parents.. same breed one.. haha.. my mum abit the sceptical liao lah.. then she makes us take this kind of laxatives which is said to be able to clear out ur system.. it is so unbearable lohz.. I cant take it!! So I dun like it..
But in the end still go la.. cuz no more excuse liao.. then I was right lo.. she go and sae my mum suffering fr parathyroid.. hey!! She still go and suggest that my mum dunno do wad cleanse.. every three mths have to once.. wah.. like this hor.. her butt surely will kai1 hua1 one lohz!! Dun care her.. but my mum abit the worried la.. grr.. all her fault!! Shall nv step into her hse again.. grr!!
But this tym I decided to come out is cuz my dad bribe me oso.. he sae if I go he will buy me the sports shoes I want.. hehe.. okay loh!! Haha.. so we went to Funan The IT Mall to look.. there got Royal Sporting House and World of Sports.. but one of the stores dun sell New Balance.. abit the out-dated la.. haha.. then they dun wanna spend so much.. so I hafta stick to as cheap as poss la.. in the end cant find.. so they brought me to Peninsular.. it's a bit like queensway.. so I found my shoes.. it din look very nice la.. but wear liao still ok lohz.. so I bought it.. cost abt 70.. quite cheap la.. haha.. okie.. hapi and satisfied!! Whee!! : )
Dad sae wanna bring mum to the bridge that was shown in the show that starred Qi YuWu and Pierre Png and Fiona that one? Ya.. and chen hanwei one.. anyway.. that tian2 mi4 smth one.. nvm.. haha.. ya.. they showed this very colourful bridge and at that time mum sae wanna go see.. then my dad took it for real.. then we walked for at least an hr.. and.. we still haven reach yet.. whose bright idea was it huh??? Then at last we reached.. but nv bring camera or anything.. then we juz crossed liddat.. mum sae look nicer on tv.. aiya.. of cuz la.. they always make it nicer.. that is why they get paid right?? Haha.. in the end so tired.. had to take taxi home somemore.. haiz.. yawnz.. wanna go slp liao.. bb.. =@
Zinc @ 10:25 pm
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Thursday, October 21, 2004
Free Ice Cream!! yAyEEEE!!.. and a tribute to someone..
That time I sent the link to everybody.. cuz ms wee sent me one.. then she sae can get free ice cream.. very big scoop somemore.. haha.. so I went to apply la.. donch u noe this girl over here is a greedy big pig?? Haha.. then today right aft our cross country we went to redeem..
But the cross country hor.. I very disappointed.. sigh.. u noe.. in the beginning I still okay.. then later on I nearly fainted lohz..wah kao.. sigh.. then got 349.. sigh.. and I wanna specially thank someone.. lets welcome.. ELAINE PHUA!! She really hor.. great man.. at first I was feeling giddy.. then wanteng bent down to tie her shoelaces.. but she went on.. how can I tie her down? She should run!! Cuz she can do it!! Jia youz wanteng!! Then in the end Elaine oso feel like vomiting.. then she dragged me all the way to the finishing line.. I kept on stopping.. and I din noe I will be able to reach the finishing line.. it seems so far away!! I felt like dying.. so painful and miserable!! Then she went and sae.. u cannot give up!! Thanks Elaine.. I din have a chance to thank u.. and u noe.. this type of thing is very diff to talk abt right in front of u.. but I really wanna sae.. u are great man.. I knew I was right to quarrel with my mum over u.. rmb I told u once that my mum dun really like me to be frens wif u.. cuz she sae u lead me astray.. but I.. juz had a feeling that.. u are different from the so-called "friends" that I once had.. u are not gonna betray me..
You know.. I feel that I have wasted the yr away.. there are more things to be touched abt instead of a guy I met coincidentally.. and dun even noe him well enuf.. come to think of it.. Elaine.. u were always there when I needed someone to talk to.. even if u knew tt aft listening, u might becum more vexed.. but u nv voiced it out to me for fear of hurting me.. u noe.. I am really scared that on the last day of sch I will burst out into tears and could not stop.. wanteng.. u nv failed to encourage me when I was in low moods.. and wang huan.. u always told me that I have to accept life as it is.. and always told me that I shld let go.. wendy.. u gave me a sense of responsibility.. and I know.. in our hearts.. u will always be our little sis.. and wanqin.. time passes so fast.. so fast.. and its been 5 yrs.. funny how life goes and twist us from strangers to great frens.. in our clique, everyone has a special and unique character and personality.. which none of us will ever forget.. also.. before I found this clique.. there were always some ppl there who were always behind me and supported me and were there when I was down.. and when I was sooo unbearable last yr.. they still regarded me as their friend.. well.. Dannie.. lijie.. corinna.. yi jing and ding.. u all are the bez!! and I noe.. I will always keep a special place for u all in my heart..
Zinc @ 11:14 pm
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Wednesday, October 20, 2004
I Found it!! But.. do I, or do I not???
Today hor.. erm.. take back lit and history.. ya.. today can count as the happiest of the three days la.. haha.. so.. went to have recess.. then dunno how bring the topic to idol.. then I sae nichola tse not bad.. then wanqin sae I fickle-minded.. then I tell her I not that bad liaoz loh.. cuz like Edison for almost 1 yr le lehz.. so the most like two idols la.. haha.. then wanteng sae she worse.. cuz she can everyday change.. haha.. then wang huan said.. "I think u are quite zhuan1 yi1 towards wen kai wad.." hemhem.. well.. I dunno.. well.. lets juz not talk abt it..
Aft history right.. then we went back to class la.. but before that right.. actually Elaine, wanteng, wanqin and me sneaked out of the audi.. cuz the tchers were busy attending to the ppl who wanted to ask abt the paper la.. then we nothing to do.. very bored wad.. so we went out to buy fruits and went back to class.. haha.. then I help wanteng to get her free ice cream.. but not successful.. so she will have to try again.. yupz..
So I used the internet la.. then went onto friendster.. then juz curious.. I went to search his name.. and guess wad? yupz.. I found it.. then I show wendi.. then she sae he not very shuai and dun really look like Edison.. hmm.. then I was like.. ya..
Then I juz watched
.. then that Charlene said.. she finally realized that when someone ans that he dun like her when she confesses that she like him.. it’s a very painful feeling.. and that her heart really hurt.. was that how I felt at that time? Actually.. hehe.. I forgot.. the truth is.. I always sae I cant forget him.. but.. have I been thinking extensively abt him lately?? If I was? Why izit that when he smsed me.. I was like.. not very enthu.. and somemore.. I was in shock!! And towards the later night.. I felt.. very tired.. and wanted to end the conversation.. why?? I should have been very excited and did not want it to stop.. right? Why?? Very long nv see him le.. then today saw his pic.. normally.. if I had found it.. I would have str away added him and do wadever I can in friendster.. however.. I juz looked at his testimonials.. and then some other things.. and I juz logged out.. but I kept on thinking abt it.. was I attracted to his looks in the first place, and then to his character? Or was I juz simply too despo at that time and I juz wanted some.. u noe.. some fun.. if it was really the second reason.. then I can simply sae.. that’s it.. it was infatuation.. but.. why.. so long? Haiz.. why is this so luan?? Why izit that matters of the heart are so confusing and complicated?? Why cant things juz be simpler?? Haiyo.. suan le.. like I said before.. if I can do without vases in my room.. I can do without guys at this age.. so he is juz my bro.. and then..
Ya.. nic and Edison rule!! Haha.. yupz.. idolising is so much more simpler.. juz decide that this particular actor or singer is good-looking.. and then u can like.. haha.. start collecting things on him la.. as simple as that.. yupz.. so erm.. that's my conclusion.. haha.. hey.. I think Nicholas really quite cute lehz.. haha.. =)
Zinc @ 10:11 pm
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Tuesday, October 19, 2004
dO yOu BeLiEvE iN fAte?
Actualli.. some things in life.. it depends on urself to work things out.. but.. hey.. look around u.. there are some things that juz happen, without any reason.. and it oftens happen so naturally that u dun even realise that it has occurred.. I believe.. yupz.. this is fate..
That day aft exam.. we went to redeem ice-cream.. then wanteng, wanqin, wendy and me were at Lido's McDonalds and we juz happened to talk about this la.. and we met yi jing they all.. so this is fate.. haha.. cuz we din meet euods and elaine.. who were also there.. and wanteng and wendy.. the science veri good one.. sae they believe that they themselves control their lives.. aiya.. everybody believes in diff things wad.. so we debate and debate. But in the end.. come to think of it.. wads the use? So I decided to stop la.. haha.. but on the way home.. I kept on thinking abt it.. wanteng says you have to work for wad u want.. like for results.. if u wan good results.. u have to work for it.. but u see.. sometimes ppl work very very hard.. and yet they do not get very good marks.. on the other hand hor.. some ppl.. they study less.. and yet they pass their exams with flying colours.. like last time.. for PSLE.. my fren oso studied very hard.. but her results were not so satisfactory.. yet this terence, he juz study a while.. then the whole wk of exam he play and watch tv.. then he became top student of our sch.. li hai right? Aiya.. so thus type of ppl have intelligence wad.. so its fated that they are more intelligent.. some things juz cannot be changed..
Like.. sometimes.. even when I start to believe that things are not fated and u have to fight for wad u want.. things juz happen.. well.. no harm in believing right? Haha.. like.. I nv tot of cumin to NY.. only tot of Anderson.. then in the end din go Anderson.. but came to NY.. so well.. then I juz need one more mark then can get scholarship liaoz.. but well.. I am fated not to get the scholarship.. cant do anything abt it right? And its fate that I get to be a niner.. why am I not in the other classes but two-nine? Proves that fate plays a part la..
And alos.. wen kai.. sometimes.. I will think.. life would be different without him.. but well.. its over.. and I have gotten over it.. life has gone back to normal.. but.. one year's gonna pass soon.. I will be in Malaysia exactly one year after I meet him.. but it doesn’t matter anymore does it? Like wad mum said.. he is juz one chapter in my life..
Whoever thought of IP in sec one? In sec one we had little squabbles over nothing.. quarrel heer and there.. fight over trivial things.. and now.. time is really running out.. who could predict that I would be going to NJC? No one.. if only I spent my time thinking abt other things and quarrelling with ppl.. I shld have used this time to cherish the time with my classmates.. I cant bring time back.. so I can only treasure the time left.. if only I had another chance to choose again.. perhaps things might be different.. but if its fated.. nothing can change it.. I guess.. I will juz have to follow the path that is led out for me.. and not go and anyhow go cross other ppl's path.. sigh.. so sad.. but as long as u ppl cross by my path and leave ur footprints there.. I’ll always rmb u..
Zinc @ 9:07 pm
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Monday, October 18, 2004
Nanyang – The Jokingly Pervertic Side
Hmmz.. actually not much happened today.. but.. gotta sae smth rite? Hehe.. had speech training at 2.30.. then they let us off late lohz.. check paper.. languauges.. so lan lor.. Chinese and English all like near 60s.. sigh..
I think hor.. Nanyang abit the funny.. they always sae they wan the best out of us.. like.. they mark us strictly during normal work.. so that we can learn from our mistakes and then will do well during major exams.. but u see hor.. nanyang is different u noe.. they count normal work as CA.. we dun have any mid-years.. and the CA is not sae very little ok.. both add up weightage is 50% lohz!! So in the end they are sort of like.. not helping us at all.. right? So wad if we do better during the exams? Dun help much la.. so its juz like a trick.. hehe.. juz like the so-called bonus for the working ppl.. they count one mth as four weeks.. so every four weeks they pay the employees their monthly pay.. so add up right.. the no of weeks in the year is only 48 weeks.. and in fact, the actual no ok weeks in one year is 52 weeks.. so its four weeks more.. so actually the employers need to pay one more mth de pay.. then they juz give bonus.. and sometimes they sae bad economy.. so they dun pay.. not fair right? Now that u all noe.. so its juz.. like a trick lor.. hehe.. : P
For exams or whatever.. the tchers always mark until very strict.. and the papers they alwaes set until so difficult.. so they like.. wan us to die liddat lor.. then they still sae they wan the bez for us?!?! So contradicting.. haha.. then right.. we pay so much money for school and miscellaneous fees.. then the tchers come into class and sae.. you can read your own notes and self-study and do ur own research.. we din pay so much to study on our own lohz.. sigh.. so right.. aiya.. the thing is.. muz take things in our stride la.. dun care lohz.. I think not only I am thinking liddat lohz. I am sure got other ppl will also think liddat de la.. so.. one day.. it will spread to the school.. and improvements will be made la.. but well.. now.. we will have to WAIT..
But hey.. I am also waiting for smth.. ren4 wo3 ao2 you2 is starting on Wednesday!! Ahhh!! Excited!! Haha.. =)
Zinc @ 10:47 pm
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Sunday, October 17, 2004
Philosophy? Haha.. No.. This Is Called Fairness IN This World!
Actualli.. today not much things happen la.. so juz stay at home.. lie on my bed and dream dream dream.. think think think.. haiyo.. then my parents made fried dumplings.. mmm.. nice!
So hor.. think and think.. then I realize that.. actually this world is not fair lohz.. cuz u see.. this IP thing.. I dun understand why the sec 2 cohort cannot have the whole sec 2 go IP lohz.. hmmz.. then fr nxt yr onwards.. all the sec ones can str away go IP.. but like mdm mak said.. this world is nv fair..
Anyway.. there are some things in this world that u have but others dun have.. and some things that others have but u nv will have.. like u see.. some ppl have so much pocket money but u dun have.. lets take for example.. Elaine.. u dun hit me hor.. u see.. she gets 50 dollars a week.. but I only get like.. 15 dollars a wk? Haha.. its almost the same pronunciation.. but well.. its almost 3 times lohz.. haha.. but she spends a lot u see.. some times.. u juz hafta be satisfied with wad u have.. I think.. actually.. if u are juz satisfied with wad u have, then everything will be juz nice.. like.. I like the way my life is.. if I get things too easily.. then.. erm.. u noe.. like they always do in the shows.. the guys like this particular girl.. then let say they ask her out.. then she juz sae yes.. then the nst few days then they stead liao.. wun that be like.. too easy? Ya.. then they will like.. give u up aft a while.. ya.. so.. u have to have a bit of challenge..
Anyway.. I think I talking crap.. but.. aiya.. so hor.. juz be happy and satisfied and dun ask for so much la.. when time is running out.. u will juz hafta enjoy every moment.. always look on the bright side of life.. du du.. du du du du du du.. =)
Zinc @ 6:45 pm
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Saturday, October 16, 2004
Crossed the LIMIT!!!
Arghhh!! I am fat!!! I crossed the 50 line!! I am 51 kg u noe!! I used to be 48.5!! wad happened?? Muz be this few days kip on eating non-stop and cuz I nv go for my daily sprint.. sigh.. nvm.. I will start it soon.. I dun care!! I muz cut!! Muz try to.. sigh.. haiz.. anyway.. then my mum woke me up so early juz to ask me go down for breakfast..
I think the sch veri stupid lehz.. give us 2 slots of rehearsal today.. one at 9.. one at 2.35.. how can?? Then gary tang tot the other students got HMP.. then he went off and we could not find him.. sigh.. then turns out he was in the SAC.. anyway.. went home and went back at 2.35.. so boring today.. then we like.. not enuf time lohz.. so we gotta rush.. sigh..
Juz now at canteen.. some ppl were playing sad tunes.. sigh.. u noe.. I have onli 2 wks left in NY.. I noe some ppl out there are very happie tt I leaving la.. but I dun care wad u guys think.. I onli care abt wad I think.. some ppl told me tt a lot of ppl dun like me.. but I din do anything wrong lohz.. cmon.. u can juz dislike a person based on her looks.. u are so shallow.. well.. not that I care.. who cares anyway.. rack ur head so hard to think who likes u and who does not.. in the end those tt u think are okay with u are not.. and those whom u always think dislike u actually are okay with u.. so?? Why donch u juz care abt ur own opinion and stop thinking abt others?? I dun hate anybody.. cuz I do unto others wad I wan others to do unto me.. but obviously.. well.. this world isn perfect.. well.. as long as u treat me well.. I will treat u well.. tts it.. but I have to say.. aft these few obstacles I have gone past, I feel that being happy is very crucial.. last time kept on dun like this person dun like that person.. but ppl dun like me too.. that was smth I overlooked.. so now.. I dun hate anybody.. and I feel happier and.. more carefree.. so why donch u juz try too? Rather than everytime see me, u say u hate me.. try to juz treat me as someone u dunno and juz walk pass me like u wld to a stranger! Trust me.. it works.. soon.. u will really feel that I am juz a stranger.. so.. well.. u pick.. u wanna hate ppl.. or u wanna feel happier and more carefree? The choice is urs..
Zinc @ 5:41 pm
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Friday, October 15, 2004
Walkathon in Orchard..
Today hor.. have to go back to sch for field testing.. dunno wad test standards la.. but the paper damn difficult lohz.. den the ppl invigilating are quite old lo.. dunno how are they related.. but none of my business anyway.. then got this girl.. deng bowei.. she so daring lo!! She was juz walking out of the LT.. then she said this is such a stupid test! So loudly lo!! Then everyone heard and started laughing.. hehe..
Dunno wad Elaine put on her blog.. make wanqin so hilarious.. cant stand them!! Everytime make me as subject of joke!! Enuf liao k!! I shall get angry.. no.. I WILL!! So stop it!! Ppl have feelings one k! nvm.. then we went to orchard lohz.. but is wanqin and me go to meet Sharon.. on the bus hor.. it was so frustrating lohz!! Got these sec one gals.. they like nv take bus b4 lo.. they see friends then squeeze here and there.. so wad!! cant stand it.. then make us so squeezed.. like sardines liddat.. cant stand them.. cant wait for them to get off.. grr..
Reach there not even 1 pm.. so we went to sembawang and cd rama to look at cds.. then we compare jerry yen and vic chou.. and we both decided that gareth gates is not out type.. hehe.. bruno and Sharon were on the same train but they were on opposite sides of the train.. Vincent was late!! And he is so tall.. cant even see him.. then he was right in front of me.. yet I cant see him.. hehe..
Wanqin sae she very hungry.. then bruno got influenced.. so they were looking for food court.. then Vincent and Sharon sae lucky plaza got.. walk all the way from orchard mrt to lucky plaza.. then in the end it was so crowded.. then it was juz like a coffee shop.. so we went to paragon.. tsk tsk.. all those ex ex stuff.. then walk out again.. decided to go to centrepoint.. then wanqin sae if the next place bruno brings us we still cant sit down and eat.. then he will pay our lunch.. tee hee.. haha.. : )
So we went to centrepoint.. haha.. so really got things to eat.. then tt bruno buy so much food.. then cannot finish.. haha.. then we went to heeren.. but din take neoprints.. cuz Sharon sae she feels bad forcing them to take.. hmmz.. then we debated over we should go to bruno hse to play mahjong or continue walking.. in the end we continued walking.. then tt bruno hor.. sae he hungry again.. grow liao still grow.. grr.. then I still so short and fat.. hrumphf.. then he sae wanna go coffee bean.. but tt is at the other end of orchard road lo!! Then we saw one coffee bean those type of outside seats.. then got those kind of umbrellas to shade u from the sun.. then got the coffee bean sign on top.. ya.. so we went there.. then guess wad?? haha.. got those umbrellas.. but no seat.. and the coffee bean stall is opening next wk!!! Wahahaha!! Then wanqin was whining dunno like wad.. cuz she sae her legs very tired.. haha.. hee hee.. ; )
So settled for paragon.. went to jollibean and then to dellifrance.. that bruno hor.. tsk tsk.. then we saw Fiona xie.. but she had those type of electric blue hair lo!! Not very nice.. hmmz.. get ur own hair back!! I like her with the normal hair.. haha.. yupz.. then at delifrance we saw another actress.. but she is quite long ago one.. I dun think she acts now.. ya..
Went to toa payoh aft tt.. then tt bruno hor.. hungry again.. sigh.. then we went to have dessert.. then we walk home.. haha.. okie.. yupz.. still thinking abt new police story!! Edison rawkz!! Hehe.. Nic very shuai.. haha.. =)
Zinc @ 7:35 pm
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Thursday, October 14, 2004
Reach for the Notes!!
Ystd then made sure that there was no sch on thurs.. tt poong give wrong info.. nvm.. then ask miss ng and ms tan.. so today we decided to go to Elaine hse.. budden will be like doing wad we did on tues.. yupz.. then wendy was not very willing.. but in the end she agreed.. then we try to contact huan ystd.. but could not.. then in the end wanteng sae she called her at 10.45.. reach home so late har.. then her mum sae cannot go.. so it's the 5 of us again..
Yupz.. then we were late.. then wanqin was quite pissed.. haha.. then she told us she cooked dinner last night.. whoa.. nxt time she can be chef.. then open restaurant.. then we can be waitress there.. but she so stingy.. she sae give less pay.. cuz she noe us.. then we sae we will eat every meal there.. free wad.. so she went.. then I deduct fr ur pay lohz!! Wah kao!! How can?? Haven even open restaurant then so calculative liaoz.. hee hee..
Again, wanteng was the first.. and she was wearing an anklet!! And the pants we bought on Monday.. haha.. then we watch tv.. and I went for my piano lesson with Elaine.. then she always stand next to me then I cant play properly.. but once she walk nxt to me I cant play properly.. haha.. hehe.. but I almost learn to play the scales.. yupz.. then the three of them played badminton.. then it was lunch.. wanqin said that she wanted to try elaine’s new maid de cooking.. haha.. then she sae quite nice.. we had spaghetti and prawn balls.. ya.. wanqin was rite.. it was quite nice.. but I dun like the jelly.. got that cherry taste.. so when we play that zhong1 ji2 mi4 ma3.. I ate banana instead.. but tt wendy hor.. ate that time sae wad its my body parts.. and u noe how pervertic they can get.. wah kao.. then the worse thing was they continued when elaine's bro started eating!! Arghhh!! Siao ar u all!! Stop it hor!! Or I will retaliate de.. stop making fun of me.. grr..
Wendy went to learn piano aft lunch.. so we went to play table soccer.. elaine’s bro joined wanqin.. then they won la.. of cuz.. they wanqin and wanteng ganged up against me and made me play with elaine’s bro.. ok la.. I dun mind.. but oready abit boey siong.. they somemore like.. they kip on whispering.. blah blah blah.. then when wendy and Elaine cum down right.. they start whispering to them again lohz.. ok.. u may sae I am too sensitive.. but naturally.. if u whisper.. u muz be saying smth tt u dun wan sumone to hear.. then its either elaine’s bro or me la.. then wad things can Elaine hear abt her bro but I cant??? So wad is it guys?? Stop it! I am getting tired. So stop it. I dun like this. I cant stand it anymore. Then Elaine still go and open her big muth and call me her future sis-in-law. Give me some respect. I treat ur bro like my bro. That's it. So stop teasing me. There is a limit. Or I wun go out with u guys again. But I noe u all wld like that. So u all shld noe. I am not happy abt this and I am ANGRY. STOP UR NONSENSE. That's it. Spoilt my mood juz thinking of it. Then I went to buy tix to hong kong. Ok. I dun wanna sae anymore. I am fuming.
Zinc @ 10:27 pm
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Wednesday, October 13, 2004
New Police Story!! Have you watched this heart warming and touching story yet??
Hmmz.. today my mum brought me out with my grandma and aunt.. very long nv go out with them le.. then at first ystd I was supposed to go out with my mum and then go and have lunch with my dad.. and they actually sae wanna go and buy tix for my trip back to bagan serai, perak which in Malaysia la.. but they haven open the tix for dec.. so I went to wanqin hse ystd la.. then at first my aunt sae wanna go climb bukit timah hill.. but I dun really feel like.. I have been up dunno like how many times liao lohz.. so I ask if wanna go watch .. but I was juz making a suggestion.. but my mum tot I was serious.. then she go call my grandma.. then she sae she wanna go!! Yaye!! Then we plan to go to plaza sing.. whee!!
The story was very nice lehz.. and the ppl oso very nice.. hehe.. so it goes.. Charlie young.. has actually backed out of the entertainment circle long ago.. but she came back.. and this is currently her first film she made when she came back.. she is Jackie chan de girlfriend.. then her bro was in the police force.. but cuz of Jackie de too much self-confidence.. he got him killed and 7 others.. onli he survived.. and is danile wu and his 3 buddies and girlfriend hai4 de.. so bad right?? But nvm.. oh ya.. I think Daniel wu got becum more handsome over the yrs.. he last time very thin.. not that good-looking la.. but now better.. haha.. then Jackie was very depressed.. then he kip on drinking.. and he even got knocked over by a little hooligan.. then here comes the hero!! Nicholas tse appears!! Haha.. he saves Jackie!! And he very macho and cool lohz!! Haha.. then he very farnie oso.. whee.. then Jackie and Charlene got go together la.. then in the end.. of cuz they win la.. haha.. but its so nice!! Ahhh!! Nicholas so shuai and cool!! Then he was the funny factor here lohz.. haha.. maybe I will buy the vcd too.. hehe..
But aft tt I was not feeling very well.. but still got walk around somemore.. haha.. then went home at abt 4 pm liddat.. hmmz.. lemme tell u abt ystd nite.. I kept on thinking abt.. ahem.. u noe.. then I talked to Elaine.. so she says.. once this type of thing happens.. you two cant be friends anymore.. so.. you will no longer be like last time.. so happie and carefree.. so.. well.. guess I have to accept reality.. I mean.. I cant kip on thinking abt him until nxt yr right?? I have a bright future ahead.. so I shld not think abt him anymore.. haiz.. anyway.. I think my feelings oready like.. faded abit la.. so I shld gradually stop.. but I think I shld not try to hide it.. I shld slowly let it go.. right? Rather then put on a brave front.. yupz.. hmmz.. stop it!! Haha.. havin my male family members in my life is enuf.. haha.. and Nicholas and Edison as my idols.. yupz.. that’s enuf.. and I think toro like.. not bad lehz.. that ren4 wo3 ao2 you2.. haha.. I am looking forward to it.. yaye!! : ) and guys are juz like.. vases.. and since I can go without vases in my room.. I can do without guys in my life.. yupz.. wun die la.. haha.. hmmz.. nic and Edison rulez!! Haha.. =)
Zinc @ 5:08 pm
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Tuesday, October 12, 2004
Wild Life Starts Today!!
Yaye.. exams are over over over.. haha.. and I am gonna fufil my promise of going out everyday and keeping myself busy.. haha.. wanna play myself tired.. hehe.. so today gonna go to wanqin's hse to play badminton and watch vcd.. hmmz..
I arranged to meet wendy at 11.. then u noe wad she did? She called me at exactly 10.30 and sae she reach oready.. tsk tsk.. how can?? So fast?? So nxt time I shld ask her to cum half an hr later la.. haha.. then she will arrive half an hr earlier.. hehe.. no la.. then we deliberately miss one 88 and one 13.. then we sae wanna wait for a double decker.. haha.. then wanqin call to sae tt they reach liao.. wah kao.. u all hor.. no time management one izit?? Or dunno how to read time?? All come so early!! Okay!! Next time I oso come very early.. haha.. then call u all and sae u are late.. hrumphf.. but come to think of it.. is u all wait for us wad.. hehe.. so nv mind.. hehe.. oh.. then the next bus was really a double decker.. hehe..
Reach there then.. we choose vcd.. then they chose mine.. yaye.. that ..
Yaye.. sae truthfully.. that movie is quite nice la.. then they keep on talking throughout the whole movie.. which is good lohz.. cuz I dunno when I may start being a water hose again.. ya.. then after one disc.. wanqin sae she is hungry.. so we went down to eat.. but Elaine sae wanna buy up and watch and eat at the same time.. hehe.. see?? Told u chinese movie can oso be quite nice one k.. then wanqin and we all sae dun wan.. but that fried kway teow stall close liaoz.. perhaps because of the bird flu.. then no egg.. then boom.. haha.. dunno.. in the end we settled for chicken rice.. wendy took 4 plates of those sauce.. got dark sauce and chilli sauce.. then wanteng was like.. dun take so much!! Take 2 enuf.. but I told her juz take.. then guess wad?? in the end she finished up all her sauce and then even took mine.. haha.. : )and then Elaine juz had red ruby.. that dessert.. that was her lunch.. sigh.. no wonder she so thin.. then poor wanqin had to go buy lunch for her sis.. then she sae wan juice.. then wanqin had to walk all the way to prime market to buy.. cuz the provision stall she normally go to nv open.. rest on tues.. poor thing.. then we even wanted to call wainqin.. but nobody got phone.. then I sae got public phone.. but they sae dun rmb the no.. then I sae I do.. then Elaine started talking abt gavrielle and tis quarrel.. but I think they will be okay in a while.. then that time they go out.. whole trip they onli exchanged one sentence.. but actually.. being in a friendship right.. muz have some quarrels.. not huge one la.. small trival ones.. then wun be so boring la.. haha.. like us.. we always got dispute one.. hehe..
After eating.. then we went back to watch the second disc.. so nice!! Haha.. then we watch a bit of that .. cuz got jerry yen wad.. haha.. then 2.30 we went down to play badminton.. first play on the road.. then went to the court to play.. then wanqin, Elaine and I carried on playing while wendi and wanteng went to play playground.. then that wendi hor.. dunno wad she do la.. like little boi boi at the playground liddat.. haha.. then wanteng tired.. she sit down and wendi came back to play with us.. wanteng acted as the net.. then can move one.. haha.. help us to kip the shuttlecock going.. haha.. then got a few times she either knock into pillar or into fence.. haha.. play play one la.. then later she tired and went to slp on the floor.. haha.. then Elaine got improve abit.. haha.. all thanks to us.. haha.. then went back.. watch the meteor rain.. which was mostly on the jerry yen la.. daoming si.. budden the story very nice lehz!! The girl and her adoptive father very touching.. haha.. yupz.. then we went home aft tt.. hmmz.. so tired.. yawnz.. feel like sleeping.. yupz.. bye-bye!! =)
Zinc @ 10:52 pm
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Monday, October 11, 2004
A Brand New World!!
Haha.. whee!!! Exams are over!! Over over over!! Yaye!! Haha.. budden hor.. nvm end with a nice note la.. like wad the tchers always sae.. haha.. cuz the math soo diff.. sigh.. but a lot of ppl oso sae very diff.. so I m not the onli one la.. haha.. but I think Elaine very smart.. cuz got one question we all dunno how to do.. then she explain to us then make it so easy.. haha..
"Poof"! and we were gone.. haha.. but before that we got go look for tcher.. cuz we have to go for NJC induction programme.. then in the end rite.. li xiao hui sae ask the whole class cum earlier.. but juz cuz of 3 ppl.. sigh.. feel so bad.. but we shall tell them on mon.. no.. thurs.. how can rite? Why the sch liddat one?? Thursday still hafta go sch.. tsk tsk..
Suntec city.. that elaine hor.. wanna go down the bus then go.. nv even warn us.. then we all rush down liddat.. then we sorta got lost.. hehe.. could not find the way to suntec.. anyway.. we managed to find it.. and so lucky.. somebody gave us this pamphlet.. then it features this buddy meal at the restaurant.. whee.. haha.. so we went there la.. hehe.. but amonog all mine was sort of the niceset la.. like wad wanqin sae.. then wanteng keep on complaining.. haha.. she sae not full enuf.. haha.. then she dunno sit until how liddat.. and Elaine and I felt someone pushing the table.. and I found the culprit!! It was wanteng!! Haha.. she go and push push push.. aiya.. but cant help it la.. she got long legs.. hehe.. but the meal still quite ex.. cuz got GST and service charge.. but their service not very good lohz.. wait for our dessert like wait for half an hr liddat..
Poor wanteng.. her socks hor.. kept on falling into her shoe.. haha.. then she kept on bending down to pull her socks up.. haiyo.. We passed by this shop selling luggage.. then Elaine sae her mum always cum here and buy.. she sae the luggage here quite durable and good.. then got 3 yr guarantee somemore.. ya.. so once its up the luggage falls apart tts y her mum hafta keep on cumin here to buy.. hehe.. then wanteng and Elaine becum my salesgirl and help me to get sports shoes to try.. hehe.. then in the end nv buy la.. haha.. today we spent a lot of money on food lohz.. cuz we went to marche aft this.. and same thing.. we had pizza.. and potato rosti.. everytime go then we will order tt.. haha.. but we spent a lot of money on eating today.. but at least I nv spend on those type of useless things rite?? Haha..
That’s not all lehz.. hehe.. we walk around then we decided to go Carrefour.. but before tt.. everywhere we go hor.. then tt sensor will beep whenever Elaine go thru the sensor.. haha.. so we all dun dare to go thru the sensor with her.. haha.. so we bought a chicken roll and sushi and there was a sensor there.. and as usual.. Elaine set off the sensor.. haha.. then we kept on laughing la.. then we turn.. and then there was a person standing there and looking at us!! Oh my goodness!! When did he pop out one?? Like michelle in our Chinese script.. tt yaozu.. always pop out one.. haha.. then turns out he wanna see wad set off the sensor.. hehe..
Next.. we went to McDonalds to eat wad we bought.. and they sae wan me to treat them to ice cream cones.. hmmz.. okay lohz.. then Elaine go and play with the points machine.. tsk tsk.. so playful.. haha.. okay.. here comes the funny part.. then we started to talk about our hair.. then I tell wanqin she should not have center parting.. then I try to help her comb side parting.. but abit the difficult.. cuz she juz pulled out her ponytail.. then her hair not very neat.. so very difficult to comb.. hehe.. then I keep on telling wanteng to put water on her hair.. then I keep on repeating it.. but wanteng and Elaine juz sat there laughing.. then Elaine kept on shaking her haed.. in the end I gave up and started laughing oso.. haha.. then wanqin started tying her hair again.. then wanteng open wanqin’s bottle.. we tot she wanna drink water.. then guess wad? she pour the water on wanqin’s head!! Haiyo!! Then she keep on saying cuz I juz now keep on telling her to put water.. then now she put!! Hahaha.. wahahahahaha.. muahahahaha.. hehe.. sho farnie!! Then we juz sat there laughing like siao.. haha.. then everybody juz kept staring at us.. haha..
On the train we planned to go wanqin’s hse tmr.. cuz poong earlier sae thurs hafta go to sch.. so we change our thurs plan to tmr.. yupz.. then we call wendy.. cuz wanqin sae tt it was at tt station.. marina bay.. that I told wen kai that I eh.. u noe la.. then I was like.. No!! I’m not gonna do it this time.. this time I will call wendi.. haha.. =P
Okay.. and.. I wanna sae.. HAPPIE BURFDAE EDISON!! =) you rawk!!
Zinc @ 11:39 pm
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