Tuesday, July 19, 2005
it's jus a bottomless pit... i noe.. i noe.. i really noe..
life doesnt revolve arnd him.. i spent 14 yrs without him and i got on fine.. wads one more year? he's not worth it.. forget him.. life's full of ups and downs.. jus perservere.. its no use doing so much for him.. life's gota go on.. he's jus a passing cloud.. he's jus a jerk..
all these tt you all have been saying.. i noe its true.. so? if u were in my shoes.. will u really say tt? time will heal all wounds.. but it'll leave scars u noe.. furhtermore now, its not even healing.. it's still raw.. and salt is constantly being rubbed into it.. i duno who i can trust anymore.. those tt i trusted in.. i can jus sae i made a wrong choice.. all the choices i've made were wrong.. but there is no0 space for regrets.. who understands the kind of hurt.. this kind of.. sadness.. tt i face? who cares?
i no longer say it out.. cuz.. there's simply no use.. everyday i put on my smile.. and pretend tt there's nothing wrong.. self-entertaining.. everyone thinks im like tt.. let them think however they wan.. if they, as my friends, cant even tell how im really feeling inside.. like i've said.. i've made the wrong choice..
WHATEVER! aas if i really care.. so what even if i made the right choice? who can help mi? i dun even noe how i can help myself.. my life has changed so much.. i really wonder if there is really a point.. and if there is any meaning at all.. i lost it all.. and perhaps will never find it back...
Zinc @ 1:15 pm
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