Sunday, May 29, 2005
When it shatters... sometimes.. its not whether u want or not.. its whether u can or not.. it just doesnt seem right tt u are hurting yourself over him.. its really not worth it u noe.. but.. i noe.. since u have told ppl abt this and their nomral reaction will be to say, just give up and move on.. he's not worth it.. i noe how u are feeling.. trust me, i've been thru it too.. everyone has..
u've finally did what u have always wanted to do.. there! you asked him for a second chance.. but what happened? he says he has never liked u at all.. are u happy and satisfied now? really.. its time to move on.. u cant be forever stuck here.. what do u plan to do? wait for him forever and hope one day he will change his mind? cmon, snap out of it.. this only happens in shows.. where's the cheery and happy you? all cuz of him, u changed into someone who keeps everything to herself.. u are not happy at all! is this what u really wan?
cmon.. i really hope u will go back to last time.. i noe its hard.. but we'll all be there kx? we'll all help u.. trust us.. i noe after talking to him, u feel better.. but do you knoe that by doing this, u are in self-denial? u jux cling on to him for ur dear life, and then u dun let urself accept other ppl tt might come along.. what is this? u're ruining urself cuz of him.. dun do this.. i noe ur hurting very much inside.. cry it all out and u will be fine.. i noe for this whole period of time u have been crying.. but with time.. everything will be fine..
when i look at you.. i feel so upset.. u look so happy when he talked to you.. but.. u noe this will not go anywhere.. pls dun hurt urself anymore.. u noe.. im beginning to hate him.. how could he do this to u? move on.. for urself, for us, for him.. move on...
Zinc @ 9:06 pm
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