Monday, May 16, 2005
time and again.. sometimes.. ppl jux dun listen to advice.. why did u hafta tok to him again? then cry urself to slp again.. why? why do u hafta put urself to this misery? if he's really tt good.. then he wld not have done this to u..
there are so much things tt u wana tell him.. but u chose to kip it to urself.. ever since tt day.. u avoid tt topic wid him.. last tym whenever u had doubts u wld tok to him.. and u will feel sooo much better..
but now? look at urself.. wad have u become??? u revolved ur life arnd him.. and see wad happened? u dun dare to tok to him abt tt.. altho u wish to..
u pretend tt nothing had happened.. and u pretend tt u are accepting everything well.. when u are not.. i bet he thinks tt u are ok.. but u are not!! why put on a brave front? i realli dunno wad i can do to help u..
looking at me.. i finally realised wad is called "love"..
Zinc @ 9:49 pm
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