Wednesday, October 27, 2004
Well.. I finally did it..
Well.. actually.. this whole yr.. I sorta wasted it.. spent so many days and nights thinking abt him instead of concentrating on my studies.. beginning of this yr I still cheng3 qiang1.. sae I wanna study hard and do well so I can go to IP.. and this yr I am really gonna concentrate on my studies.. but well.. did I? If I had.. I wld have had a lot of confidence in myself and dun go NJC.. but.. there.. it is gonna be a fact that I will be there for the nxt 4 yrs and leave NY..
But hey.. look on the bright side.. I did something that I have been brooding over for the past yr.. the whole yr I have been thinking of him.. and feelin sad.. and wadever la.. sometimes these type of thing.. I rather not think abt it anymore.. cuz I feel like such an idiot lohz.. the whole yr.. my emotions were mostly abt him.. but I like.. nv really care abt things that will really matter nxt yr.. sigh..
But these things will be wad a normal female teenager will go through at one part of ur life.. so.. juz hold on to it.. and then the dark clouds will soon clear and happi days will be back again la.. u juz gotta look on the bright side of life.. du du.. du du du du du du.. so juz smile ur way thru la.. wad for show others that u are unhappy and make them feel moody too..
Actualli I think everyone has experienced this before.. like when this person is not feeling very happi.. then when u walk pass her.. u juz smile to her.. and guess wad? u juz made her day better!! Sometimes when u are unhappy and ppl do that.. u will naturally tend to smile back.. so u wun feel that unhappy anymore!! : ) but lets sae.. u are feeling bouncy and happy.. then this person come and tell u.. can u juz stop bouncing around???!?! Uh oh.. then.. u will juz keep quiet.. then in the end.. u will feel unhappy oso.. well.. anyway.. juz smile ur way thru la.. the world will be a much brighter place.. YAY! Haha.. =D
Zinc @ 7:09 pm
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