Wednesday, October 20, 2004
I Found it!! But.. do I, or do I not???
Today hor.. erm.. take back lit and history.. ya.. today can count as the happiest of the three days la.. haha.. so.. went to have recess.. then dunno how bring the topic to idol.. then I sae nichola tse not bad.. then wanqin sae I fickle-minded.. then I tell her I not that bad liaoz loh.. cuz like Edison for almost 1 yr le lehz.. so the most like two idols la.. haha.. then wanteng sae she worse.. cuz she can everyday change.. haha.. then wang huan said.. "I think u are quite zhuan1 yi1 towards wen kai wad.." hemhem.. well.. I dunno.. well.. lets juz not talk abt it..
Aft history right.. then we went back to class la.. but before that right.. actually Elaine, wanteng, wanqin and me sneaked out of the audi.. cuz the tchers were busy attending to the ppl who wanted to ask abt the paper la.. then we nothing to do.. very bored wad.. so we went out to buy fruits and went back to class.. haha.. then I help wanteng to get her free ice cream.. but not successful.. so she will have to try again.. yupz..
So I used the internet la.. then went onto friendster.. then juz curious.. I went to search his name.. and guess wad? yupz.. I found it.. then I show wendi.. then she sae he not very shuai and dun really look like Edison.. hmm.. then I was like.. ya..
Then I juz watched
.. then that Charlene said.. she finally realized that when someone ans that he dun like her when she confesses that she like him.. it’s a very painful feeling.. and that her heart really hurt.. was that how I felt at that time? Actually.. hehe.. I forgot.. the truth is.. I always sae I cant forget him.. but.. have I been thinking extensively abt him lately?? If I was? Why izit that when he smsed me.. I was like.. not very enthu.. and somemore.. I was in shock!! And towards the later night.. I felt.. very tired.. and wanted to end the conversation.. why?? I should have been very excited and did not want it to stop.. right? Why?? Very long nv see him le.. then today saw his pic.. normally.. if I had found it.. I would have str away added him and do wadever I can in friendster.. however.. I juz looked at his testimonials.. and then some other things.. and I juz logged out.. but I kept on thinking abt it.. was I attracted to his looks in the first place, and then to his character? Or was I juz simply too despo at that time and I juz wanted some.. u noe.. some fun.. if it was really the second reason.. then I can simply sae.. that’s it.. it was infatuation.. but.. why.. so long? Haiz.. why is this so luan?? Why izit that matters of the heart are so confusing and complicated?? Why cant things juz be simpler?? Haiyo.. suan le.. like I said before.. if I can do without vases in my room.. I can do without guys at this age.. so he is juz my bro.. and then..
Ya.. nic and Edison rule!! Haha.. yupz.. idolising is so much more simpler.. juz decide that this particular actor or singer is good-looking.. and then u can like.. haha.. start collecting things on him la.. as simple as that.. yupz.. so erm.. that's my conclusion.. haha.. hey.. I think Nicholas really quite cute lehz.. haha.. =)
Zinc @ 10:11 pm
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