Tuesday, October 19, 2004
dO yOu BeLiEvE iN fAte?
Actualli.. some things in life.. it depends on urself to work things out.. but.. hey.. look around u.. there are some things that juz happen, without any reason.. and it oftens happen so naturally that u dun even realise that it has occurred.. I believe.. yupz.. this is fate..
That day aft exam.. we went to redeem ice-cream.. then wanteng, wanqin, wendy and me were at Lido's McDonalds and we juz happened to talk about this la.. and we met yi jing they all.. so this is fate.. haha.. cuz we din meet euods and elaine.. who were also there.. and wanteng and wendy.. the science veri good one.. sae they believe that they themselves control their lives.. aiya.. everybody believes in diff things wad.. so we debate and debate. But in the end.. come to think of it.. wads the use? So I decided to stop la.. haha.. but on the way home.. I kept on thinking abt it.. wanteng says you have to work for wad u want.. like for results.. if u wan good results.. u have to work for it.. but u see.. sometimes ppl work very very hard.. and yet they do not get very good marks.. on the other hand hor.. some ppl.. they study less.. and yet they pass their exams with flying colours.. like last time.. for PSLE.. my fren oso studied very hard.. but her results were not so satisfactory.. yet this terence, he juz study a while.. then the whole wk of exam he play and watch tv.. then he became top student of our sch.. li hai right? Aiya.. so thus type of ppl have intelligence wad.. so its fated that they are more intelligent.. some things juz cannot be changed..
Like.. sometimes.. even when I start to believe that things are not fated and u have to fight for wad u want.. things juz happen.. well.. no harm in believing right? Haha.. like.. I nv tot of cumin to NY.. only tot of Anderson.. then in the end din go Anderson.. but came to NY.. so well.. then I juz need one more mark then can get scholarship liaoz.. but well.. I am fated not to get the scholarship.. cant do anything abt it right? And its fate that I get to be a niner.. why am I not in the other classes but two-nine? Proves that fate plays a part la..
And alos.. wen kai.. sometimes.. I will think.. life would be different without him.. but well.. its over.. and I have gotten over it.. life has gone back to normal.. but.. one year's gonna pass soon.. I will be in Malaysia exactly one year after I meet him.. but it doesn’t matter anymore does it? Like wad mum said.. he is juz one chapter in my life..
Whoever thought of IP in sec one? In sec one we had little squabbles over nothing.. quarrel heer and there.. fight over trivial things.. and now.. time is really running out.. who could predict that I would be going to NJC? No one.. if only I spent my time thinking abt other things and quarrelling with ppl.. I shld have used this time to cherish the time with my classmates.. I cant bring time back.. so I can only treasure the time left.. if only I had another chance to choose again.. perhaps things might be different.. but if its fated.. nothing can change it.. I guess.. I will juz have to follow the path that is led out for me.. and not go and anyhow go cross other ppl's path.. sigh.. so sad.. but as long as u ppl cross by my path and leave ur footprints there.. I’ll always rmb u..
Zinc @ 9:07 pm
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