Saturday, October 16, 2004
Crossed the LIMIT!!!
Arghhh!! I am fat!!! I crossed the 50 line!! I am 51 kg u noe!! I used to be 48.5!! wad happened?? Muz be this few days kip on eating non-stop and cuz I nv go for my daily sprint.. sigh.. nvm.. I will start it soon.. I dun care!! I muz cut!! Muz try to.. sigh.. haiz.. anyway.. then my mum woke me up so early juz to ask me go down for breakfast..
I think the sch veri stupid lehz.. give us 2 slots of rehearsal today.. one at 9.. one at 2.35.. how can?? Then gary tang tot the other students got HMP.. then he went off and we could not find him.. sigh.. then turns out he was in the SAC.. anyway.. went home and went back at 2.35.. so boring today.. then we like.. not enuf time lohz.. so we gotta rush.. sigh..
Juz now at canteen.. some ppl were playing sad tunes.. sigh.. u noe.. I have onli 2 wks left in NY.. I noe some ppl out there are very happie tt I leaving la.. but I dun care wad u guys think.. I onli care abt wad I think.. some ppl told me tt a lot of ppl dun like me.. but I din do anything wrong lohz.. cmon.. u can juz dislike a person based on her looks.. u are so shallow.. well.. not that I care.. who cares anyway.. rack ur head so hard to think who likes u and who does not.. in the end those tt u think are okay with u are not.. and those whom u always think dislike u actually are okay with u.. so?? Why donch u juz care abt ur own opinion and stop thinking abt others?? I dun hate anybody.. cuz I do unto others wad I wan others to do unto me.. but obviously.. well.. this world isn perfect.. well.. as long as u treat me well.. I will treat u well.. tts it.. but I have to say.. aft these few obstacles I have gone past, I feel that being happy is very crucial.. last time kept on dun like this person dun like that person.. but ppl dun like me too.. that was smth I overlooked.. so now.. I dun hate anybody.. and I feel happier and.. more carefree.. so why donch u juz try too? Rather than everytime see me, u say u hate me.. try to juz treat me as someone u dunno and juz walk pass me like u wld to a stranger! Trust me.. it works.. soon.. u will really feel that I am juz a stranger.. so.. well.. u pick.. u wanna hate ppl.. or u wanna feel happier and more carefree? The choice is urs..
Zinc @ 5:41 pm
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