Sunday, August 22, 2004
Disheartened.. is there still any hope for me at all?
I went to seletar reservoir to do exercise.. then I went up the tower to look at the magnificent view.. only then did I realise tt I have not went on such trips with my family for a long time.. all these I have missed out.. all the happiness I wld have got.. I only know how to act matured.. to throw tantrums.. to think I am right.. to take everybody around me for granted.. all cuz of him?
I am actually still mad over ystd.. not him.. over tt table tennis match.. how could tt little known kim hyang mi won our li jia wei? Oh my god.. I cant stand tt girl.. tt sickening face of her.. and I donch noe why she muz be sooo aggressive.. I cant believe it.. tt girl was so irritating.. shouting everytime after a game.. cant stand her face.. cant stand everything abt her.. u like Olympics so much? Then u go and stay there la! Stay there and be left on the shelf.. hrumphf.. at least li jia wei got bf lohz.. when she lose she has him to comfort her.. u? u dun have.. hrumphf.. wadever.. I juz dun like her.. not only tt.. I HATE HER!!
I dunno.. maybe I am still being influenced.. maybe I am still not happy.. I juz wanna go back to my monotonous life.. get out!! Get out of my life! I dun wanna have any thing to do with u.. since u are only taking me for a toy.. then u can jolly well go and find others.. stop disrupting my life.. I’m sick and tired oready!!! Argh!!!!
Zinc @ 10:26 pm
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