Sunday, July 25, 2004
Frustrated!!
Today.. woke up at 10 am but seemed to have woken up earlier as everyone was still having their breakfast.. normally.. by the time I have finished washing up.. everyone would be doing their own things oready.. now.. everyone was eating tapioca cake.. haha.. had that for breakfast.. then plus ham and cheese bun.. ya.. then I could not finish wad.. so I decided to tell mi mum.. oh.. b4 tt.. my mum quarrelled with my kor.. then I go tell her.. then I kana scolded lohz!! I din do anything wrong!! If I din tell her I cant finish.. then after tt she will also scold me say.. y u nv tell me tt u cant finish?? Then now tell her also kana scolding.. nvm.. dun care her.. menopausing.. hrumphf..
The whole day juz sorta passed like tt lohz.. then I finished my work an loads of stuff.. then I started thinking.. my bdae cumin le.. that means doomsday is also cumin.. cuz I still rmb tt fateful day where HE came with me to Elaine’s Christmas party.. then he asked me to be his god-sis.. then I still rmb I told him tt if u are my bro.. u at least have to rmb my bdae.. ya la.. like my kor.. he although always make fun of me and stuff like that.. he also got rmb my bdae one lehz.. also one more thing was tt I wanted him to rmb smth abt me..
However.. he disappointed me again and again.. he told me tt he wld “meet me in the hols”.. yet he din.. ornot wad did he mean? Dec hols arhz?? Too late dude.. then he always say tt he will “msg me later” but he nv did.. wanna have a good chat with him he says he is tired.. call him and.. aiya.. dun say le.. boiling already.. wad kind of a bro is he in this way?? I rather go and buy a hamster!! At least it will play with me and its cute.. then now bdae cumin.. then tt day he send me msg.. I dunno.. I guess.. if he doesn’t rmb.. then maybe.. I really dunno.. kept on thinking.. thinking abt how I wld feel if he din.. the usual glum face I guess.. its been so regular tt I dun rmb wad it was like to have him do smth tt cheer me up..
Elaine msged me at this moment.. so I called her.. guess wad? Turns out tt we are facing the same prob!! High-five.. haha.. then we talk.. sigh.. so sad.. dun wanna tok abt him again.. ~I dun care abt him.. I dun care abt him.. heck care.. heck care.. hey! I juz realised!! Today is the seventh-month anniversary of tt Christmas party.. sigh.. argh!! Heck care.. heck care.. dun think abt him..
Zinc @ 11:49 pm
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