Monday, July 19, 2004
A Close Brush With Death..
Today is abit diff fr normal Mondays.. to start off.. my stomach have been feeling very uncomfortable from morning to now.. still bad as ever.. then I decided to go home earlier from lib.. at 4 instead of 5.30.. not cuz of stomachache.. but cos wed got lit test and I wanna prepare for it..
At nite.. I juz realised tt dad is not cumin home for dinner.. he has buffet dinner somewhere.. sho rare.. it has been a long time ever since he din have dinner at home.. no wonder mum ask if we wanna buy dinner fr downstairs or wan her to cook fried rice.. yum! I lurve her fried rice.. of cuz I chose fried rice la.. then kor sae anything.. then he sae tmr he not cumin home for dinner cuz got friend throw bdae party..
Then I realised smth.. then I talked to my mum abt it.. suddenly.. I realised tt it was quite serious.. my condition was sorta worsening ever since Sunday.. how?? I feel so scared all of a sudden.. always talking abt dying.. dropping dead.. but suddenly.. I feel scared.. I dun wanna die.. there are a lot of things in thz world tt I wanna do.. I dun wanna die yet.. hiaz.. I hope it will turn out to be okay.. stop playing tricks on me pls..
Zinc @ 9:32 pm
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