Wednesday, June 30, 2004
Wanteng’s & Tis’ Bdae!!
Okie.. actually.. I nearly forgot tt today was wanting bdae.. no wonder a bit guai guai.. haha.. then yunlin so bad arhz.. haha.. onli rmb tisiana’s bdae.. haha.. toidayb was our first pe lesson.. at the nan zhong quan practice last term.. she was damn fierce.. so I thought that she normally oso liddat.. so I wasn’t really looking forward to it.. budden horz.. she was quite nice lehz.. so I was wrong.. then pe lesson quite fun oso.. guess it will be one of the lessons tt I will b looking forward to.. whee.. then today we din do much larhz.. juz tt we din really do softball.. then when we were practising catch.. not tt kind with dog one har.. tt kind with 2 ppl de.. den at first I got throw all the way to the other end.. budden after a few times then dun have liaoz.. then tt Elaine har.. throughout the whole time.. almost larhz.. she threw all the way to the carpark.. then poor me.. haha.. hafta run after the ball like a mad women.. haha.. :P bad Elaine!! Wahahaha..
And I made quite a big accomplishment.. haha.. overcame temptation.. haha.. they were all eating.. and I juz sat there looking at them.. and they eat like so slow.. then I was juz sitting there.. look at them eat.. haha.. then stole one of wendi’s fishcake.. and drank some of the soup.. haha.. tts all!! Nice.. and something is very accurate..
Actualli.. now.. not feeling very happi larhz.. cuz tt liyan and jia yin prob not yet solved.. but sometimes when ppl ask me.. if I am happy.. I think shld be larhz.. at any one time.. there will always be some prob.. but at least there are still other ppl around for u.. kinda sad.. actually.. wad I feel tt is I was quite the same as last yr.. I mean in lib la.. then why they were betta frens with me last yr but not thz yr? We at the second term oready like further apart.. me and the 2 of them.. maybe its cuz meixuan was there? But I always tot that foursome is the best.. cuz they say three’s a crowd.. so I tot that the 4 of us could becum very close.. ya.. they did.. but I wasn’t there.. was it they left me out? Or I neglected them? I dunno.. I dun even dare to tok to them.. mayb I shld wave to them when I see them? Or smile to them? I dunno.. when will they forget me? Thz kind of life is hard man.. then juz now shirlyn sms me.. then she say liyan wan her to tell me to meet mrs chew at 7 am tmr.. they were classmates last time I tink.. wow.. she muz have really hated me.. din even wanna sms me.. but its nice of her to make the effort to tell me.. sigh.. I dun even noe if they miss me.. but I guess they dun.. but I miss them.. sigh.. but everytime they see me they either look away of they look unhappy.. now I dun even wanna look at them cuz I feel tt I make them unhappy.. haiz..
Anyway.. these problems in life are unavoidable.. luckily now I still have my clique to cheer me up.. feel bad though.. been kinda bad tempered lately.. forgive me k? I dun wanna lose u all too.. I guess some times.. when u nv anticipated any trhing like thz to happen.. and it happens.. u feel lyk as though u wld lose everything else in the world.. sigh.. misfortune doesnt come singly.. not thz time I hope.. and hope they will forgive me soon.. :’(
Zinc @ 10:52 pm
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