Tuesday, March 30, 2004
Xin1 Li3 Hao1 Luan4
Elaine sae she wanna help mi ask WK next month.. which is not far away lehz.. this thursday!!! which means hou4 tian1 ya noe.. How how??? i realli veri luan.. wad if he doesnt sae the truth??? den wads his purpose??? hope he's reading this.. its tad ritez.. i juzt wanna noe how fhe feels.. tads all!!!! nothing else!!! i dun wish for anything more... advanced??? ya.. advanced.. i dun wish 4 anithing more advanced to happen!!! oh.. juzt wanna change smth.. not advanced.. not this word.. its.. i dun have any other intentions!!! ya.. tads it.. (",) juz wanna noe his feelings.. tads all.. so.. realli hope he will tell the truth to elaine..
These few days i have realli been thinking alot.. Wanteng sae i these few days abit siao siao.. u noe why??? cuz i'm desperately trying to prove to ppl that i am not bothered by WK.. but in fact.. i am.. but wad can i do??? he nv ans my smses.. he sounds damned tired on the phone.. like goin to die lyk tad.. huan huan sae she will scold that person lyk siao.. but me?? i dun wanna scold him.. he oready so tired le.. if i scold him den he will get irritated.. den will shang1 shen1.. bad 4 health de.. den he wun do well in his o levels.. haiz.. so wad can i do?? just put down the phone lohz.. den ask him go out he sae no time.. obviously he doesnt want to see me.. but why??? if this was going to happen den dun treat me so nicely b4 larhz!!!!! den make me so miserable.. where got anyone's bro make their sis so miserable one??? onli him..
Tot of the question i nv finished asking huan huan.. so i decided to ask elaine.. ya noe.. abt the moment of happiness one.. aiya.. the one abt hav 1 moment of happiness will have many more times of unhappiness tyad one..so i ask elaine if she still wants that moment of happiness..elaine says depends on the type of happiness.. if it's sex.. den no.. haiyo elaine.. why u so obscene??? alwayz think of sex sex sex.. den i ask wad if it's happi memories.. den she says unless that person is dead..den i say.. no!!! wad if it's lyk my case??? Den u noe wad she sae??? SEX again.. she says no!! i wun have sex with him.. tsk tsk.. alwayz think of sex.. den of course whack her lohz.. c(= hehe.. so i ask.. as in my cruise case.. den she say she will just be thankful that it happened but forget about it.. as in dun think abt it.. but 4 me.. how can??? haiz..
Luan luan luan.. wad can i do??? how can i forget abt it??? huan huan sae mayce i not occupied enuf.. mayb ba.. wonder if he's reading it.. juz wanna emphasize.. i onli and realli just wanna noe how he feels.......
Zinc @ 2:39 pm
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